`_♥ Sinyi's Lovestory ♥_`

I'm sorry

2010-11-19T02:40:00.001+08:00

The truth sucks, wish i could turn back time, but it's all too late.
We'll just have to accept the truth and move on with life.
For what's done had already been done.
(:

A NEW BEGINNING (:

2010-11-16T16:26:00.002+08:00

Hi all that might be looking!
It's been 10months since this bloggie have been closed down due to too many memories that i don't wanna recall. But since my ai and kor have been blog fanatics, i've decided to reopen my blog (:

Last night, i came back to my closed blog to take a look, looking back at all the memories last time, happy memories made me smile and sad memories made me er.. kinda emo, for dunno what reason, got pretty much 感触. But oh well, no grudges beared, what's over is over, just laughing at my stupidity in the past. No matter what, all of us are still friends alright (:

So for this 10months what have i been doing?

1stly, if ue have seen from my past posts, ue should know clearly i am quite a failure at relationships, jumping in and out of relationships every once in a while. In fact, i too don't know what's the reason behind it (Ask the guys!) but i guess i was too immature for relationships. ROFL. But this silly girl met someone that changed her life...

And it is you! (*points at Sotong)

Well, i knew him since July 08', initially was just looking for someone to entertain me, joey mei, yu an di. Then after the first meeting thinking i would be able to chop some carrot out of him, joey and yuan told me that he was not bad a person, and not to do it. (Look whose talking >.>) So slowly our friendship grew, and he became my kor. So the 4 of us became very good friends, meeting almost every night after he end work. (FYI: He works night shift) He rides a bike, so whenever i'm stuck somewhere far from home, like Sembawang, Bukit Batok, he would come and rescue me. Then.. He got to know one of my girlfriends, and got together with her, i wasn't angry that he got himself a girlf, more like i'm angry at him for not contacting us after getting a girlf. (So realistic right!) So for a month plus, we didn't contact each other. And i was also busy with my boyf at then. About a month later, i broke off with that boyf. And guess what? He broke off with his girlf too. Why the both of us so suay one, one break another one also break. So, feeling lonely, he called me up and told me about the break up. Afraid he would be feeling upset, i asked him to meet out and catch up. Then he told me lots of rubbish like "I don't want get into another relationship already! Marry off suan le!" All i said was, "Don't give up hope, probably your fated one has already appeared just that you didn't know." I WASN'T TALKING ABOUT MYSELF LA! Then he misunderstood that i was promoting myself to him. Then the few subsequent days we continued sms-ing and stuff lor, then out of nowhere got together on 18.12.09. And it's near 11months now! (FYI: My longest relationship so far!)

Aiya, mushy things i don't know how to say. But he thought me alot of things, he made me how to save money, how to be more mature in a relationship, every month die die must give household money, and lots more! No matter what bad things i've done, he's always able to 包容 me and lead me the right way. Wonder how come this world have this kinda guy with this kinda endurance?

But there are still alot of unhappiness in the course of a relationship la. I won't deny that. But don't wish to mention all that in this post, it's supposed to be a happy post! =D

Alright! It's lesser than a month to my birthday! So excited for my birthday bbq. Credits to all the organisers for planning this bbq for me, esp towards ai and kor for even thinking of celebrating my 20th birthday! (Usually no one bothers) Looking forward to the hotdogs, chicken wings, prawns, YUMMY YUMMY!

Okay, here's the end of my post today, going out with my girls @ Movida Ladies' Night later. Gotta get prepared to go have dinner with my baby and go meet my ai le. (:

Ja Mata. (:

VeryColdAircon

2010-01-26T06:09:00.002+08:00

why is the aircon so cold tonight?
time passes so fast and it's already a month plus i've been with my darling deardear^^
it's been sooooooo long since i've had a stable boyfriend.
and now i've got one! :D
* er xin, doesn't sound like what i'd say *
even though i know no one will be reading my blog but then ~
i write liao next time i can come back and view ar!
so i'm writing for myself lor xD
tonight aircon really damn cold my hand LIKE ICE!!!!!!!
k bye bye got a peeping tom looking at my comp.

loves,
munmunx3.

2010-01-17T04:15:00.001+08:00

wo zui tao yan kou hua hua de nan ren le !
some people only know how to say with their mouth
and don't know how to prove it with their actions .
don't even know me well enough and you think you actually know me alot .
actually you don't even know me at all !

* angry munmun *
:(

thMEMORIES~

2010-01-13T13:27:00.002+08:00

sometimes in life, when we have the best of everything, we don't appreciate it and take it for granted.

and when we start to lose them bit by bit, we start to feel remorseful for not appreciating it.

and when we have totally lost it, we feel regretful all our lives.

Case Closed

2009-12-23T06:04:00.001+08:00

I guess everything that happened is just past now ,
i want to start anew ,
and begin the new chapter of my life =)

good luck to everyone and best wishes in everything you all do in your life .
take much care to jj and zac and alvin =)

take care =)

TartTart

2009-10-20T23:43:00.003+08:00

i think i've been thinking too much that you don't love me anymore .
i'm sorry xD
i think by this time that i'm writing this you have fell asleep already .
you didn't reply my message .
good night sweet dreams xD
ily imy iwy iny forever =)

Has the apple gone bad ?

2009-10-19T12:32:00.001+08:00

Question to ponder today :

Has our love faded for each other ?

Heartbroken ,
Baobao .

thFRUSTRATIONS~

2009-10-19T00:53:00.003+08:00

everything also my fault . everything also i do one . why is this world like that ? every bad thing , credit goes to me . none of the good thing credit goes to me . i hate my fucking family . everything is i do one i do one i do one . assholes la . malign me for being a betrayer . i just reach home nia say i betrayer . whatever , because i respect you all , that's why i don't fucking curse in front of you all , if not you all sure hear me kpkb all vulgarities come out . come on , GET A FUCKING GOD DAMNED IT LIFE , UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM FUCKING THINKING ALRIGHT ?! and don't push all the fucking blame for every fucking bad thing on me , i am not some fucking scape goat FYI TYVM .

BAOBAO♥TARTTART

2009-10-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

This post is all about my bi bi , Ho Jun Jie .

One Cold Night on 25th Sept 2009 , Baobao was looking for couple in audition , and E-moboiiboii entered her room . He was gan ji deh irritating and then his friend PainOfGM entered the room . Baobao was too irritated by Emoboiiboii that she wanted to escape , she seeked PainOfGM's help . Then , she asked PainOfGM to couple her using his main , but she was sadly rejected . Sadded Baobao went to emo one corner and decided to remain single in audition . PainOfGM told Baobao , there was an audition event next day , and asked her to take part . She was told to wait for his sms to notify her to enter the game . But he never did sms her . One day after the event , while Baobao was sleeping deeply like a PIG , some anonymous number called her up . She woke up and picked up . Conversation goes like this :
JJ: Hello , are you audition de bao ?
SY: Ya , who are you ?
JJ: NOOBTART la ...
SY: Oh , call me for what ?
.
.
.
.
And so they chatted for hours . And from there they chatted almost everyday . It started to become a habit to call each other to chat on the phone . Baobao always disturbed JJ by calling him her ai ren and JJ always disturbed by calling her baby , but somehow , it really happened that way and yeah .. they coupled in audition , baobao's main and JJ's noob ROAR . Baobao didn't mind because she thought that since he was going to chiong this noob's level then might as well let it be this way xD

And until today Baobao is in love with Tarttart , and they are inseperable . They can't live on without each other existence and without each other's love . But because of Baobao's wildfulness , Tarttart has made so many sacrifices that Baobao can see , and is also touched but then she doesn't want to express it out . =) THANKYOUS ! YOU'RE MUCH APPRECIATED ! Baobao wish she could do something for Tarttart as well , but she doesn't know what to do but to continue loving him until she dies . Will Tarttart teach her what love is ? * to be continued *

♥Baobao♥Tarttart♥
♥EverLastingLove♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

myEVERYTHING

2009-10-09T15:25:00.003+08:00

cause you're my everything .
(:

E V E R Y T H I N G .
D I A M .

you're still my everything .
(:

thSISTER

2009-10-09T15:08:00.002+08:00

this post is just for my beloved mei , Claire Ang Hui Ning .
HEY MEI ! I KNOW YOU'RE LOOKING !
this post is made all purple because you like purple color .
yes , let's admit it , we did quarrel , have unhappiness before .
but no matter what , we're back together again , let's not seperate again alright .
so many unhappiness because of that _ _ _ bastard ._.
shall not name "he-who-must-not-be-named", later he want tio me aiyo scared .
LOLS .
no matter what , jie loves you too , don't need angry cause i'm too close to joey and yu an kays .
and on top of everything , i love ALL my gan family members .
But i love your jiefu too LOL so buayhiaobai . later he see liao confirm puke . :X
kay la see you later mei .
x3

thLOVE

2009-10-09T10:45:00.006+08:00

♥ BaoBao Loves TartTart ♥
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Surprised to see yourself here?
LOL !
♥ you la bi , but you never reply my sms :(busy at work is it ?hehehehehe i'm going crazy liaos .
. Sinyi ♥ Junjie .
You still remember we coupled on the 4th this month ?
=X

thMEANING~

2009-10-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

letters make words.
words make sentences.
sentences make meanings.

therefore,

8 letters make 3 words.
3 words make 1 sentence.
1 sentence make 1 meaning.
and that is
I LOVE YOU !

Only for my dear JJ =)

thMISSES

2009-10-07T20:56:00.003+08:00

To Whom It May Concern,
You're Missed And I Love You!
Thanks.

Regards,
BaoBao<3tarttart
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LiangBaobei,
Mummie miss you alot you know ma, was browsing through my computer's pictures, saw the picture your daddie took with you...
Don't even think i'll have the chance to hug you to sleep again, don't even know when i'll get to see you again...
Like i said you'll have a new mummie, and my words came true.
LiangBaobei, mummie is really sorry, cannot give you a nice and wonderful family.
I think not only you get a new mummie, think you're going to have a new daddie too, sorry LiangBaobei, i know the floor is hard and cold, i know daddie threw you on the floor, at least you get to see daddie everyday, not like when you are with mummie, get thrown inside the cupboard.
Sorry LiangBaobei.
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♥BaoBao♥

2009-10-04T09:24:00.002+08:00

~BX~BAOBAO~ ♥ PainOfGM
Neo Sin Yi ♥ Ho Jun Jie
DARLINGbao ♥ BABYtart♥NeverEndingLoveSince04.10.09♥ Kay la going to sleep now le good nights <3 !

thLOVE~

2009-10-04T03:39:00.002+08:00

CURRENT STATUS
Now at KRTC lan shop , holidays ending soon , sobs .
When holidays over , gotta stop life like that , tonning everyday , and slacking .
Mei's so bored she's disturbing people on IRC .
Di don't know doing what , inside Audition studio looking at moves .
@.@
Then me ? Blogging lor .
That's why you are looking at these text ma .
Hahas .

MY DARLING<3
My darling so naughty , go geylang play LAN , i thought she go bio charbo and find charbo .
And he still tell me Cheap ma , i thought he say geylang de charbo cheap ._.
He is saying geylang LAN cheap , wu hui him le hehe .
He now go peepee , hopefully he don't pee in his pants :X
and i only have one sentence for you darling .
ilyDARLING<3

but other than my darling, ilyMEI & ilyDI<3
i believe we won't seperate again like then , seperated for one year .
Promise? :D

Hao ba , nothing much to update le .
Signing off ,
Sinyi<3

thHAPPINESS

2009-09-27T20:23:00.002+08:00

actually , the birthday boy mentioned is my ex boyfriend ._.
yes i admit i used to have a crush on him before this .
but NOT ANYMORE .
instead of being sad i feel happier instead .
cause life liking a guy and having to shut up about it sucks .
:D

i'm ready to let go one year ago when i broke up with him .
so am i now .
:]

Random post

2009-09-10T03:23:00.002+08:00

just feeling kinda , random to blog .

well , yesterday was 090909. what a wonderful date for everyone but just any other normal day. but a miracle happened today, someone who never ever calls me called up, but sadly is to look for someone else. his birthday was 1 day before, me joey and yuan planned so much for him. we called him up he say at north 4, later then talk, end up later later later until never call back anymore. we 3 also like idiots, wait wait wait until no news. then early in the morning next day we went up his house to leave his presents beside his bed while he's sleeping. lol. i gave my mum's phone back to her already and used my own phone back. at the end of the day around 12 plus am when i see my mum's phone i realised he sms-ed me and asked why did i give him my fav thing. uh, to say the truth i do like that thing alot, but the main purpose of giving it to him is to let him remember all our memories together because we had some memories together with that soft toy. hope he likes the present though if not i'll accuse him of softtoy abuse! the most i felt most yi han about is to not be able to give him that cake i bought for him, just because he didn't called back we didn't have a chance to meet him up to celebrate for him. end up the cake went all soggy we ate it all. to think i still imagined that we lighted up the candle on the cake and he make his wish just like a little happy birthday boy. lol.

blogging early in the morning, i must be crazy.
k la i'm going to play facebook already.
byes.

thBOREDOM

2009-09-03T08:56:00.003+08:00

now at NetForce lan shop and it's very very boring . still have to dong until 10 am .
been playing lan with joey mei and yu an di since like yesterday 12 am ? and calculating we've actually been playing non stop for like 10 hours ? and that sums up to like 20 dollar per person , and three of us means it's 60 dollar oh my goodness ! ._. pok kai liaos .

later at 10 am should be pei-ing joey mei to meet some guy by the name of xavier . well , not really looking forward to it after such a long night . cheebaiis laaas , after such a long night feeling so god damn tired . tired , but not sleepy . LOLS . whatever am i talking anyway . think i'm too seh to think already .

kkays going back audition already will come back to update my baobei blog when i have time keke baiis .

heartBROKEN~

2009-07-25T02:17:00.002+08:00

cannot stop thinking about him taamaadee!!

.___.

is something seriously wrong with me??

falling for people who play with me and don't even care about me le .

.___.

should have appreciated when they were around .

i'm so sorry but i love you --> take from Big Bang - Lies .

.___.

what's with me .___. ?

cannot think cannot think now studies most important !!

NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!

thCONFUSE

2009-07-25T00:59:00.003+08:00

argh i'm so confused confused confused ~ !
i don't even know what do i want inside me really !
people already get over me so long ago happily living with his BENDAN,
yet i'm here thinking about his things, how he treated me, how bad he is !
AHHHH $*@&*$&@*(&$@*( !

but i know the most important to do now is to guai guai go school =)
the worst part is think about that baichi, also think about someone else !
ZZZ WHAT AM I THINKING ?!
how can this be happening zzz ._.

AM I THAT DUMB TO REALISE THINGS THAT SLOWLY ?!
that i'm always UNLOVED .
that i'm always PLAYED .
that i'm always an IDIOT .
that i'm always a FAILURE OF LOVE .

thHAPPINESS

2009-07-23T21:12:00.002+08:00

hihi all i'm just here to tell all of you i'm very very happy !

tada ~ decided to let go of everything and start anew !

because i know what my heart really wants now !

sorry to those who i have no choice but to let down ,

but i'm very sure this is my final decision .

so , ja mata !

Sinyi<3

thLIFE

2009-07-21T09:51:00.003+08:00

ohaiyo gozaimasu !

i'm F-I-N-A-L-L-Y back to school !
well , afterall , i enjoy being back in school with my classmates as i realised that i was wrong when i was afraid they might treat me as aliens .
to say the truth , it is indeed very hard to catch up with my studies again , demo daijiobu desu ka , ganbatte benkyoshimasu !

ano , with regards to my LOVE LIFE or whatever , i don't have much comments about it luh . Just feeling so fucked up .
You know how it feels when you get stuck in the middle between two having feelings for both ?
The feeling sucks T.T
The feeling sucks even more when you come to realise that one of them have been lying to you all this while ?
Telling you " oh how much i love you and i want to patch with you " and when you heard that you float to the heavens and fall to earth in a split second , when you realised that not long after , just because you are not confident of patching , the person has another NEW LOVE ?! Honto baka ne . It's like you like that person and yet you realised that person is only playing with you . But no matter what i appreciated the fact that we were happy before .

Regarding my family even worse ._.
it's like i go back school they expect me to change a person like that .
What the hell la .

Nevermind , feeling more fucked as after blogging about that bastard .
I will never forget my eternal hatred for him .
Yokatta ne ~

So , ganbatte kudasai desu !
Ja mata .

Loves,
Sinyi.

thLIFE

2009-05-05T22:25:00.003+08:00

been soooo long since i last blogged .
well , school's started and life changed .
last week was a mess though , i got stomach flu and had to stay home for 2 days .
kinda fall back out from the rest .
gotta really catch up man .
besides everything , i got a part time job !
working at a clinic just at my house downstairs .
usually i work after school hours xD
this week is just the first week that i'm working .
haha if you ask me why i'm working so hard , toggling between school and work ,
the only answer i can give is because i want to upgrade myself and become a better person !
besides , my family is not very rich either , so if i can , why not contribute that part and lighten their load ?
anyway even if i don't work , i'll most probably be slacking out all nights with friends .
might as well use that time to work and i'll earn money anyway , better right ?!
hahas , tomorrow got work after school , so gotta have lotsa rest !
so there goes , i'm going to bed !
good night whoever that's reading (:

thLASTWORDS.

2009-04-03T07:24:00.002+08:00

all i can say is ,

up to you .
as long as you're happy,
i'm satisfied .

BYES!

thLIES

2009-03-23T21:20:00.001+08:00

ONE SENTENCE.
THREE WORDS.

I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED.

well well ..

2009-03-19T16:11:00.003+08:00

after leaving your house ,
you tell me you wished i didn't had to go ,
cause you miss me alot .

on the surface it seems that you really do love me ,
but ,
what's in your heart and brain ,
no one ever knows ,
except yourself .

i'm not trying to doubt you ,
even i myself don't want to ,
but ,
it just seems to hard to trust you and your love again .

when will you drive into my heart again ?

thHEARTBROKEN~

2009-03-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

now i know your answer ,
is not to give you time to think what to choose ,
is to give you time to break with me ,
so you can patch with her .

but she's not willing to patch with you ,
so you say you want me back .

how am i to trust you ever again ,
after 1 year ago ,
you hurt me so fucking deep ,
and one year later ,
the same fucking things happened .

teach me how to trust you again ,
convince me you'll really not let me go ,
teach me how to love ,
will you ?

my heart has shattered into a million pieces ,
even if those million pieces are collected together ,
glueing them together ,
there are still visible glue lines ,
that represents the scars in my heart .

how should i tell you to let you understand ?

or perhaps you don't have to understand at all .

- Sinyi

thCONFUSION.

2009-03-16T17:10:00.002+08:00

feeling so confused .
seriously .
i don't know whether kaiwen's heart is with me,
or with weiting (fyi: it's his ex girlfriend)
weiting always sms and calls him to tell him things like
"i miss you again" or "what am i gonna do with life without you?"

i am bothered, i know it.
but i can't do anything about it since kaiwen said it's alright because they're still friends.
the worse part is, weiting knows that kaiwen has a girlfriend already.
and yesterday kaiwen told me,
his heart is so weird,
because occasionally he will think about her.
what am i to do?
am i the third party between them?
i don't know, seriously, i don't know and i can't get the answer no matter how much i figure it out.

the affinity between me and kaiwen started one year ago,
one year later we're back together and is history going to repeat itself again?
i don't wish to get fucking hurt by kaiwen again, and the same way as one year ago.
i hope that whatever he said that he doesn't wanne lose me ever again is true.
i am sick of getting hurt, i am sick of you changing heart.
please, prove me wrong for once, will you?
i hate to know that one year ago, i had to leave you because you had a change of heart.
i don't wish that one year later, i have to leave you again for the same reason.
please convince me that you really do love me,
before my heart dies.

- Sinyi

EXAM RESULTS!!

2009-03-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO EXAM RESULTS ARE OUT!!
As followssssss :

Communication Skills - A
Computer Architecture - B+
Web Design - D+
Problem Solving - C+
Computing Maths 1 - D+
Computing Maths 2 - B+

ALTHOUGH THE RESULTS AINT FANTASTIC BUT WELL!
I PASSED ALL!
TEEHEE xD

thLOVE!

2009-03-09T03:12:00.004+08:00

alright alright.
to be honest, yes i am attached once again.
After being single since the last day of 2008 till now,
i am attached and guess who ._.
my ex boyfriend, named kaiwen de LOL funny.
03.03.09 would be our first year anniversary if we didn't broke off last year.
But on 06.03.09, we "patched" back.
can't exactly say it's a patch because it's been a year since we've been together.
Afterall we were together for only a month.
So yeah , hopefully things work out this time and lasts!

Cheers to Yix3Wen <3

thPROMISE

2009-03-02T09:05:00.003+08:00

I promise.
I will kick the habit of late night lifes drinking at pub.
I will not drink heavily, unless there's special occasion.
This is my promise to you.
You know who you are :]

- Sinyi <3

A curious question.

2009-02-27T07:55:00.000+08:00

What's L-O-V-E ?

Teach me that will you?

:]

- Sinyi

What is LOVE?

2009-02-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

Fuck Love.
:]

I AM SO ANGRY!

2009-02-09T09:30:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you la hor. Got thing buey song, come la hor. You think i don't know ar. Is you change of heart. Even idiot also know la ok. BLIND ONE ALSO KNOW AR. You can't even wait to shuai diao me because u want to be together with the new girl wor. Tiongxim? Tiongxim sai lar okay? PUI VINCENT LAU WEI JIE __

When are you going to eat shit?
:)

FUCKED UP _|_

2009-02-09T09:25:00.004+08:00

YOU DARE BLOG THAT YOU NEVER SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP FOR 2009?!

Oh well, some people are like that.
Or else this information wouldn't have came out from YOUR OWN EX STEAD'S MOUTH :)
Don't be an idiot that just dare to say and don't dare admit luh xD
Somemore break already want take back money from me?
How shameless can you be?
Hahas.
First time in my life seen such a shameless guy.
But anyway you can go around spreading what a bytch i am for the 2 months i am with you alright?
Just go ahead and spread how i ka your money and stuff.
I know that's how you feel.
Whatever you told my mum,
Yi yan nan jing, zou de hen xing ku.
I remember every fucking thing in my brain.
I will remember how you fucking left me with no choice when u wanted to break.
And you can fucking go and love whoever you keep mentioning in your blog.
Being able to get over me so soon, proves something easily.
You didn't love me at all.
So did i.
:)

LovesJoevin<3

Tiredness..

2009-02-09T09:05:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi, it's been really long ever since i last blogged, till the extent i can't even remember what i last posted. Lols. All i could remember is, ever since i went down to teck whye to meet my audi couple Joevin, i've been going down on alternate days until it became everyday we met up. LOLS. Damn stupid, got once is he came down meet us because he was on the run ;x Like that also considered come find me damn what cans?! yesterday also just went to find him at teck whye. Meet him at sembawang, then i was sitting down at the MRT platform while waiting for him with shueting, i complained "that si joevin taking very long cans". And he happened to be already sitting beside me and i didn't know. ._. when i turned around i saw him then he was like "si joevin taking very long hor?" LOL i jitao tio scare sia bodoh. then we went teck whye find claire they all. Aiyo don't know how to say luh. Claire like avoiding me. I reach only, they walk away to somewhere else, then we go over to find them, they hide upstairs. ._. Don't know what to say also luhs. Don't think i will be going down teck whye within this week. Too sians already. ;x

Hao la off to eat breakfast already, shall blog again when i can ;x
ByesByes.

HAHAHA!

2009-01-27T03:54:00.003+08:00

MY AUDITION DE COUPLE LOL xD

MY EYE xD

AT AMELYN CHALET xD

Sinyi says..

2009-01-21T01:49:00.002+08:00

That vincent sucks.
Because sinyi just found out that vincent long had a NEW YEAR 2009 RESOLUTION.
That is to not be in a relationship for 2009.
Wow, how great.
After chalet that night, i went home to delete him from facebook, friendster, msn, audi.
Everywhere i could think of.
Seriously.
I've been toyed.
And i'm sick of it.
AND HE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO ASK MONEY BACK FROM ME!
Wow, nice heroism. :x
HE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO SEE MY FRIENDSTER AFTER I DEL HIM!
Seriously,
Get off my life.
Seeing things about you Just Sucks.
:)
thHATRED4ETERNITY.

Hatred for Eternity

2009-01-18T15:19:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
FOR ETERNITY.
:)

My sister's big day.

2009-01-13T18:36:00.005+08:00

WOOT. My sister's married, and i believe she's enjoying herself really much at HONGKONG with her boyfriend. Uh i mean husband xD

Their marriage date is 11 Jan 09, and i know i'm kinda late for updating, got busy up with all the tiredness and test. LOLS.

On the 10th Jan, Me and xiangyun got together to discuss about ways to disturb the Brothers that jiefu was gonna bring along. LOL damn funny. We thought of making them eat biscuit with wasabi and stuff. evil right? But must make the bride worth it ma! If not my sister like very easy to married like that HAHA. Then we made bikini to let them wear and hawaiian dress to let them wear too LOL very funny. ;x On the bikini had the letters I *heartshape* X L 4 E V A . and they took quite long to figure out what was the bikini trying to tell them. Tell them to wear la duh LOL :D After a long struggle and receiving a door gift of $188, we finally let them in, after all that sour lemon, and bitter gourd. LOLS xD Then the bridesmaid and the groom negotiate. Jiejie wanted jie fu to sing for her, and he refused to LOL. End up he shout loud loud I LOVE YOU SINLIAN. Then the bridesmaid opened to door for him, and received the bride with a sweet little kiss. Aww so sweet :D Then the couple proceeded to the living room to have their tang yuan :)

After that we continued to the groom's house, prayed to their ancestors, had a short meal and then my sister changed to her Kua (chinese traditional costume). Then we went back to my house already.

The buffet is HERE! :D Catered by Roy erzi's home business Joy Cuisine. Wow yummy i'm so hungry. After the couple served tea to bride's parents ( which is also my parents -.-), it was my turn to serve tea to jiejie and jiefu. My sister so bad, nvr give me ang bao still want me kneel on the floor, but i never did la xD After that neighbours, shueting and wanxin all come, then we started to eat. Wow i was already very hungry by then. Around 2pm the couple and bridesmaid set off for the hotel already. Then Roy erzi was so tired he fell asleep. Then me and shueting and wanxin keep staring at him see how he sleep and made sure he was really asleep lol. I threw him my teddy bear and bolster for him to get extra comfort lol. What a caring mother! lol! Around 3.30pm my mum and dad went to the hotel already. Then i drag time drag until 4pm then left the house with roy, shueting and wanxin for the hotel.

Then after make up came the dinner and stuff. Then proceeded to the dinner already. WOW the food was so nice :D yummy. Glad that my sister got today :D I think it's the only day she's pretty LOL. ;x

after dinner went back to tampines with shueting to go find clara awhile, then husky and friends came to meet us. ma de never talk de meet for what. then i angry i walk away ;x and proceeded home :D

that's all la abit lazy to blog LOL ;x

OH MY GOD .

2009-01-10T05:17:00.002+08:00

THE TRUTH SUCKS .

TRUTH IS CRUEL .

:(

The unbelievable truth you are made to believe.

Sighs.

Sadded MunMun .

Leave? or stay?

2009-01-10T05:13:00.002+08:00

Lols!
This is a post,
to ask.
To leave firstkiss?
or to stay in firstkiss?
:D

ZeNith or FirstKISS?

Hmms.
I'm sure if i leave FirstKISS,
SOME people will be definitely disappointed.

Hmms.
-ZeNith-Mun- HERE I COME~ :D

knn la

2009-01-07T15:38:00.001+08:00

no matter whether i do class assignment anot she also say i nvr do then i might as well don't do la just fuucking fail the sub and retain and get kicked out la !!

The cruel truth.

2009-01-07T15:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to bedok to find kiatrong, kenny, jiamin and mindy, because was too sian already. Then after that they played lan all this.. Then some girl called wanqin appeared. She happened to be the QIIN i saw in game, and she said hi to me in audition. Then we became very close. She and kiatrong didn't seem to speak, so i asked her why were they like so cold to each other. She said that they were no longer friends, i tried to make them up but i failed to. I feel so sad i am not able to do anything lehh :( after that kiatrong and kenny was at one side trying to train their fighting again, i asked wanqin how she knew me. She was like because kiatrong did say before he break with me because i bit him that time. What the fuck right? He made up all that stupid dumb fuck excuses just because I BIT HIM?! ROFL! But nevermind it's been over so long, i don't really blame him. :) then after that i was at tampines with richard, shueting and clara already. then kiatrong sms-ed me. It went "i heard from jiamin that you still like me, tell me the truth" then i was like LOLOLOHAHAHAHAH! then i trick him and said, it's true all this, LOL he thought it's true sia! Hahahhahalolololol! ;X then after that i told him the truth that the answer i what he wanted. LOL. so much for tricking him ;D okays laaa i in class now shall blog again when i have time :D

Loves,
SinYi~

Life's actually FUN!

2009-01-04T02:39:00.002+08:00

LOL yesterday ton at edmund house with claire, edmund and richard. Before that we went east coast to meet jiamin michiyo they all. Had much fun at the arcade, been long since i played my favourite para :D then around 3 plus we went back tampines, slack slack at 700+ then around 7 went to edmund house to rest. They watch VCD la, i was completely knocked out already ._. sleep like pig LOL :D Then 2plus me,claire and richard gotta go cause edmund was meeting his dad or something. Me and claire went back to my house and helped my sister wrap her angbao box for her wedding de.. around evening we went to meet shueting and slacked.. complaining and stuff lol. then clara mei came to meet us =D ten after that claire left for home then i go clara house and slack. Then here i am now blogging at clara's house and POOF I'M GOING IN AUDI NOW :D

It's 2009!

2009-01-02T10:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!

It's a brand new year,

and of course,

A BRAND NEW START! :D

To my mama and papa and jiejie,

I LOVE YOU!

To my friends, esp shueting;clara;jingwen;maine,

those who gave me extra care and concern,

I LOVE YOU!

To those that love me and i never mentioned,

I LOVE YOU!

AND OF COURSE I REMEMBER MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! :D

Here it is;

~~Enjoy our 2ndMONTH together!~~ [i think we did]
QUIT SMOKING! [up to now, i'm still doing fine]
Cut down on vulgarities :( [ think it's quite less now already ]
~~Great celebration for my 1stYEAR together with VINCENT♥~~ [not applicable anymore]
Recieve alot of ANGBAO for LUNAR NEW YEAR
Sister's Wedding to be a SUCCESS and get alot of ANGBAO!
High pass for my EXAMS :)
Become a more ENJOYABLE friend to be with.
Become PRETTIER! [guess it'll take a long time]
~~My DEAR to love me MORE MORE MORE!~~ [It's impossible.]
~~Give VINCENT a birthday present he LIKES!~~ [We'll see how things goes, most probably not anymore.

♥Myself.

thMEMORIES

2009-01-02T10:27:00.004+08:00

It's all MEMORIES and PAST now.
I've gotten over you.
Thank you for giving me up.
It's the key to opening my eyes up to the Big Wide World.
I've decided to move on and not be sad anymore.
I don't want others to be hurt because of me,
yesterday my mother cry for no reason,
that's what made me stand up again.
Having friends is more than it seems on the surface.
Family and friends are the ones you should treasure more than anything else.
Thank you for everything.
I'm sure i'm not the only one hurt in this break up.
Having to lose someone you love hurts,
but to love someone,
and having to initiate the break up,
and be strong and persistant,
no matter how much the one you love cries and shed tears,
definitely hurt much more than what i felt.
But i believe that,
this is for the better of both of us ba.
I'VE GOTTEN OVER YOU.
I'VE MOVED ON.
I'VE STARTED ANEW WITH LIFE.
I NO LONGER NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.
Cheers.

It's over..

2008-12-31T23:33:00.004+08:00

i know.
no matter the amount of tears i shed is gonna bring u back to my side.
i never regretted loving you.
i never stopped loving you once.
i know.
things are this way now.
no matter how much i cry,
like what i'm doing now while i'm typing this,
is gonna bring u back.
Sometimes i wished,
time could just turn back,
and i could have treasured you as much as you did.
I know i disappointed you.
I know..
But.
What could i do?
I truly love you,
even until now,
that u left me already,
ignoring my sms.
Life sucks without you in it.
I don't know why things turned out to be this way.
But if you'll be happier this way,
then i guess it doesn't hurt as much to end this relationship.
Even though both of us might be hurt,
but if u chose this path,
i respect your decision,
no matter how unwilling i am at heart.
Because
I love you,
i want the best for you.
If being with me was a torment,
then i guess letting you go,
is my way of compensating.
Then i guess,
all the tears i shed for you,
all the hurt i feel in my heart,
that i don't show it out,
is my punishment.
Then i guess,
losing you today,
is what i caused myself to land up in.
Destroyed by my own hands.
Please don't blame yourself.
You were never wrong,
the one at wrong,
is me.
And i know,
you're never returning to my side,
ever again,
no matter how much i really want you back,
because,
i'm not good enough.
And through this,
i'm going to learn,
to change into someone,
better than yesterday,
better than today,
into the future me.
Hoping you will see it.
And realising all this is for you.
No matter how much my mouth is hard,
and say all the words i never meant at heart,
and say all the phrases that made me seem strong,
deep in my heart,
is something else you never knew,
and you will never know,
that is,
i am satisfied to be able to love you,
and gaining your love for this past 2 months,
i never regretted,
i never changed,
i never thought of anything else,
but to love you,
but it's all too late to say now,
you're already gone,
never coming back.
So for the last time,
that i can,
i'm gonna say,
i love you.
But,
the love for you in my heart,
will never change.
Ever since you suggested to break,
i had never blamed you,
deep in my heart,
but maybe on the surface,
it seemed like i'm blaming you,
but i'm just being hard at mouth.
I know all these is cause of my own actions.
I know..

What's wrong..

2008-12-29T15:19:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, it's a new term and i am looking foward to the many new things i'm gonna do together with my lovely clique ! And i promised myself i am going to work harder this term as i didnt do good enough for the last one. Well today it's pretty lame, went to school for 9am~10am lecture then had a break until 1pm. Maine, Jingwen, Wanyee and Roy went my house and helped my mum move the bookcase to the other room :D Thanks girls and erzi for the help, especially erzi, even his pangsai power also come out already! LOL.

(at this moment, shueting came to lie down beside me to see me blog ;x im at her house)

LOL.
ok blablabla nothing really much to say, other than just feeling weird nowadays and not knowing what's wrong laaa. =(
i guess i'll just concentrate on having fun with my friends and classmates then LOL :D

Yesterday's OUTING!

2008-12-17T14:41:00.017+08:00

PHOTOS!

tempura ice cream

Guess handbag VS Renoma wallet

Acting Cute!

EEE! Food all over mouth >< Twist xD

Chopsticks in NOSE!

Wow yummy what a spread!

Yummy Chawanmushi :D

Bai pose with food :D

Hahas sorry for not blogging last night when i reached vinn's house his mum mopping the floor couldnt use the compp :(

Yesterday when me and vinn woke up we found out we were already late to meet my classmates for badminton session LOL~! then i hurried to go wash up and we were on our way back to school to meet them. When we reached, my classmates kept shouting "Happy 2nd month! Happy 2nd month!". HAHAS thanks girls, and boys? ._. Lols. Then i didn't dare to play badminton with them in groups like 2v2 or 3v3 because of what happened in my secondary school days. At then, we were playing double and the other girl wanted to smack the shuttlecock and end up the racket smacked my face instead. My glasses broke and the glass pieces cut my face, near my eyes >.<

Around 3:45pm me and vinn went to my house to wash up. I bathed first then i came out of the bathroom to dry myself and vinn was standing at the bedroom door. I tio scared i suddenly went "AHH~!" then hopped back into the bathroom LOL! After washing up, we went to take cab to century square for our 2nd month dinner at SAKAE SUSHI!! omg my favourite :D the stupid waiter assigned us to a seat that the compp wasnt working ._. then i asked the waitress to let me change seat to a compp that was functioning. We both had high tea buffet and vinn suggested having a gamble. The one that ate lesser would owe each other something. If i lose, i had to buy him the Renoma wallet he wanted, that cost $93. If he lose, he had to buy me a Guess handbag, that cost around $100~$200. Japanese cuisine i sure win one lehhs. LOLS. At first he keep chiong food then halfway through the dinner he suddenly tell me he want to cancel the bet. I guess he knew he's gonna lose LOL! When our record reached to 12 plates, he wanted to go to the toilet. Think he couldnt tahan already, needed to poo before continuing. Then he came back and i told him i ordered Tempura ice cream his face went like *JAW DROP* LOL! Yeah i know it's not included in the buffet but i really like it alot ._. Then we had our fill already, with vinn looking like he want to vomit, we settled the bill and left the place.

Shueting was waiting for me at Century Square's entrance, cause i promised her i will pei her go Douby Ghaut to collect her couple ring. Then we had a smoke and went to take MRT. After collecting the rings we went to walk walk and i kinda have an idea what accesories i want to get for my sister's wedding dinner. :) then we walk walk and saw the skirt we wanted to buy. Shueting called it the "wayang skirt" dunno how to spell it! It's like layers and one color with different tone from light to dark. Was planning to get it for my sister's wedding, the afternoon wear, since i tried it on and shueting said i looked ok in it. Later we're going to look at it again :/ at tampines mall. Hopefully i will get something i like! :D

Hao la time for me to go bathe to prepare to go out already!

Wouldn't be blogging too actively because my lappie's at acer for repairs.
But i'll blog whenever i can! :)

LATE IN THE NIGHT!

2008-12-16T02:28:00.003+08:00

ROAR! I just finished reading VINN's blog since he knew me and got together with me. WOW almost every post has my name or refered to me laaas. So gan dong ! But hope that we will really last very very long lor. NOT HOPE, IS CONFIRM LAAAS HAHAS! Silly VINN is sleeping like a pig, like the one in his blog and the one i drew for him on his wallpaper USING PAINT! :D tomorrow we're going to play badminton together with the my girlfriends back in TP and i'm sure we're gonna enjoy it! I know that charmaine and roy had some kinda disagreement and both of them are angry at each other now. Well jolly holly i hope that you two can settle it asap alright because i'm afterall an outsider can't interfere much BUT no matter what we're all friends! Don't be angry for too long! Just like JOEL and WANYEE got some kinda conflict few days ago but now they're on good terms again! :D So happy~ Wonder what's up for me and vinn for tomorrow's 2nd month celebration? :S Tomorrow i'm sure to take LOTS of pictures to show all my blog viewers :D Anyway just now had that small conflict with vinn, settled already! Just a small little sorry settles everything :D We've never gotten into very serious quarrels before and i don't really wish to see that day's coming :X

AWW, MY CUTE LITTLE BABY'S ALL ASLEEP! :D Sometimes i look at him i feel that he's so cute. Then when he's asleep i will go kiss his lips or cheeks even though i know he doesn't know it LOL :D Am i kinda crazy? @@ LOLS! But anyway still love you laaas! Sleep tight alright? Although i know it sucks to sleep alone without me being beside you! HAHAS!

WELL, Just now went to JURONG to go ACER service center to repair my lappie. It's been abnormal for a year plus and finally i brought it for repair. My alarm ringed at 11am and i woke up to switch it off and continue sleeping~! I FORGOT that i was suppose to meet roy er zi 1pm at jurong east mrt. Then VINN called and i was like "hello..? what..?" then he was like "i'm going jurong to repair comp with my bro u know u want follow us anot?" then i totally got stunned and woke up in like ZOOOOM! went to brush my teeth bathe and stuff then rushed out already :/ not wasting my efforts, i finally was able to catch up with them, but we only came together when we were at tanjong pagar i think. They boarded the train from the 5th door and me 4th! SO QIAO RIGHT?! telepathy with my dear laaas lols. then at jurong my er zi made me wait 10mins for him then he appear, but i don't blame him cause i'm patient. Then we went to take 143 to Internation Business Park. The bus take so long can, or maybe it was especially long because i was too hungry. When we reached the ACER building, i saw someone so FAMILIAR standing outside cans? Then i checked my hp i got a missed call from sihan baka. Yeah when i was on the way to jurong he did ask me details on my trip today and stuff but i didnt expect he'll appear there! THen POOF hp went out of batt and i RAN back to the entrance to find that guy. It turned out to be really baka. HE REALLY BAKA CAN! STAND THERE WAIT ME ALSO DON'T WANT CALL ME D: But then alright, after leaving my lappie and bf's bro's lappie with ACER we went to IMM. Boyfriend's slipper spoilt so we gotta buy a new pair and the most ridiculous thing is he was barefooted all the way from ACER to IMM laaas. ROFLMAOS LAA SILLY! He bought a pair of etnies that costs only $15 WTF RIGHT?! and it's the same design as my bro-in-law LOLS! Then we went to cafe cartel and ate our Lunch+Dinner o.o cause it was around 4~5pm already. Yummy i had beef + egg burger and shared a waffle with ice cream with erzi :D After that we went home le lor. Went to queue up for the shuttle service to Clementi and took to bus and travelled home~ Nothing special particularly happened.. Then HERE I AM AT MY BOY'S HOUSE! :D But not to worry we didn't do anything! Okays laaas I'm quite tired too guess i'll go to bed and pei my cute little boy! :D

Good nights all~! :D
Love VINCENT !!
HAPPY 2ND MONTH!

2ndMONTH with VINCENT..

2008-12-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

Tonight is my 2ndMONTH together with VINN!
But things doesn't seem as sweet and lovely like everyone would think. He's sleeping and i went to greet him happy 2nd month with a kiss. Then i got bored and started using his hand to hit my face! Well it's just a game he always plays with me! Then in the middle he started grabbing my hand and hitting his own face continously and very hardly. I couldn't stop him from doing it and i felt helpless. Because of my playfulness he's hurting himself. USING MY HANDS?! I don't understand why he wanted to take my hands to hit his own face. But it just hurt me. Tata got nothing more to say. Feeling all fucked up now.

K goodnight byes.

Bedtime..

2008-12-15T03:36:00.005+08:00

HOHOHO Merry Christmas. Hahas not yet laaas. But soon. In a week's time will be Christmas and i guess this year christmas will be lonely because boyfriend is going china~ How lucky! DEAR DO YOU REMEMBER YOU SAID YOU WANNE WATCH TWILIGHT WITH ME? Or have you forgotten? :S

Just now was audiing and as usual, chatting chitting and chitting chatting. Then yeah it suddenly inspired me to create a new guild called ~FusionX~ and it will be specially a guild created for the audiiers in my class to join. But still not too sure about what name to use. Joel suggested Metallica or THEMOVEZ. Oh my god typical guy's idea. Can someone give me some nice idea please? Before my head burst into a million pieces.

And also yeah! I got a new BAKA today! It's my long time friend Sihan! LOLS! He always calls me baka, baka, baka. On MSN also baka, audi also baka. Then it made me wanted to make him my BAKA! And yeah LOL!

Okays laaas quite late already i guess i should be going to bed soon after i eat my maggie! Mummy woke up to cook for me!! HEHES what a lucky girl i am :D

goodNIGHTS to BOYFRIEND,BAKA,BESTIE,AMELYNdarling,ROYerzi! <3

Today In MSN..

2008-12-14T22:21:00.003+08:00

Okays story goes like this. I asked Kyros whether he wants to join us for Badminton session in school this tuesday and here's our MSN convo.

__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
WANNE COME BACK TO SCHOOL AND PLAY BADMINTON WITH US ?
__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
=D
[Kyros] - Kyros wishes u happy merry xmas. thebwgoods.com (under renov & need suppliers!, interested to be one?) says:
us is who?
__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
MY GROUP OF GIRLS ROY AND JOEL =D
__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
COME MA
__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
=D
[Kyros] - Kyros wishes u happy merry xmas. thebwgoods.com (under renov & need suppliers!, interested to be one?) says:
grp of girls ar.
[Kyros] - Kyros wishes u happy merry xmas. thebwgoods.com (under renov & need suppliers!, interested to be one?) says:
=x
__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
yeah
__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
our group of 5
__MunMunx33™__Nothing is permanent except change (: says:
and
[Kyros] - Kyros wishes u happy merry xmas. thebwgoods.com (under renov & need suppliers!, interested to be one?) says:
none of them i like (feelings) de including u. =x
[Kyros] - Kyros wishes u happy merry xmas. thebwgoods.com (under renov & need suppliers!, interested to be one?) says:
=x

LOL @ KYROS WTF U TALKING. WHAT HAS PLAYING BADMINTON GOTTA DO WITH FEELINGS?!

AND I'M SO SAD. JOEL SAID I'M JUST HIS CLASSMATE NOT FRIEND. :(

Before 2009..

2008-12-14T20:39:00.005+08:00

It's only 17 more days to a brand new year. Well i can say that alot happened during the year 2008! And i certainly do not wish the bad happens again ;x OF COURSE it's not gonna happen with me having such a lovely boyfriend like VINN!

And yeah i have to agree with what u said last night. The period from 16~17years and 17~18years, i changed alot. The change is so drastic it changed my life. From the guai guai nu in secondary school days, to the huai huai nu before i started school in TP. I used to be the type, having curfew, saying NO to smoking and NO to smokers. But look at me now, being a smoker and not going home during weekends. And yeah of course i realised that i've wasted one year's time. And to stop all this i've decided to start anew from 2009. Since 2008 was a bad year, i'll make 2009 a good one. I want to make everyone proud of me for quitting, i want my dear to be happy, and my family too, even though they thought that i've quit. And also my friends in TP, they are very concerned about me smoking. In my heart i really want to quit, but temptation kills. But compared to the past, my urge to smoke has cut down drastically. Isn't that something good? Compared to the past a packet a day, it's only at most half a pack a day now. I know i'm making good progress and i want to make sure i quit before 2009, as promised to myself and also to my DEAR although he leaves this quitting thingy to myself. OF COURSE another target i wanna achieve is to graduate 3 years from now, instead of dropping out, withdrawing or failing too much. I've lost my chance to studied once, i don't wanna lose it again.

So here are my goals from now to 2009!

Enjoy our 2ndMONTH together!
QUIT SMOKING! [17days more]
Cut down on vulgarities :(
Great celebration for my 1stYEAR together with VINCENT♥
Recieve alot of ANGBAO for LUNAR NEW YEAR
Sister's Wedding to be a SUCCESS and get alot of ANGBAO!
High pass for my EXAMS :)
Become a more ENJOYABLE friend to be with
Become PRETTIER!
My DEAR to love me MORE MORE MORE!
Give VINCENT a birthday present he LIKES!

That's all i can think of till now. I'm sure there will be more as time passes!

2008-12-14T17:27:00.002+08:00

I don't give a fucking care whether you're gonna give my group or joel's group heck care attitude, which apparently you are so noob and dumb you don't know how to spell "heck care" and spelt it as "hack care". Don't tell people that you're gonna give us attitude when you're the one ignoring us. We're not the ones not giving you chance but you are the one ruining your own chance. If you're that unhappy come on over talk to me in real life in school wherever you see me. I'm not gonna give in just because you are a guy because you don't even have that guts of a guy. HUMJI BAO. I am utterly disgusted by you. Fuck off from my sight, you spoil my eyes. Not only mine, you are spoiling our eyes. Just to be straight, yes indeed we don't like you. So? Is that any concern of yours? It's your own problem if you like JINGWEN until you're going mad but let me tell you this. We're not obliged to talk to you, befriend you, or give you your so-called god damn chance. So yeah just shut the fuck up and stop telling people how you feel about us cause we don't fucking care! __

Finally..

2008-12-14T01:06:00.001+08:00

After holding on to so long for not talking to him about that photo that i found, finally had the courage to said it out. It happened to be all a misunderstanding! :D We clarified and yupp~

I'm Still Loving Him!
[16.10.08<3]

After Term Tests..

2008-12-13T22:11:00.003+08:00

Hello all lol i know there might be no one reading this post but i just want to rant ARGH~! Term tests are over with me practically crashing most of the tests and i got this strong feeling that i'm going fail at least 3 out of the 5 tested -.- didn't really prepare quite well before the term tests, didn't know what to study for PRSP and WDS. What's worst is on tuesday i had two papers, i thought that CARC was tested first so i studied like hell for it the night before and it turned out that CMATHS2 was tested first AND WHAT'S WORST IS I DIDN'T STUDY A SINGLE THING FOR CMATHS2, but luckily i was able to do a FEW questions. Dangs~

Yeah quite a lot changed about myself too. Got a nice boyfriend, better classmates. But there's some problem now, i don't know how to put it across to him. So i guess i can just rant it here since he didn't know my blog link lols! Aww, my darling Amelyn knows what happened. The thing is very simple actually. A week ago, i pointed out to him that i didn't like it that there are too many other girl's photos in his computer. Then he went to "take action", as in delete the photos. Then today when he went to work i went to check his comp, and found out that there's a photo he took with this girl. Obviously prettier than me by tons LOLS! But the main point is, I'm kinda bothered that i gave him this first chance to "take action", and he didn't fulfil his "mission". So i really don't know how to put it across. AND WHAT'S WORST i found out that that girl is his ex girlfriend. Girls, figure out how u would feel right? -.- But i chose to keep quiet again. But if i don't, i really have no idea what to do already.

Dangs.
Even though i'm angry at that picture's existence in his comp, but i still love him.
AND I LOVE AMELYN TOO :DD
Although we didn't know each other for very long but i believe we can be very good friends one day!