I'm sorry

The truth sucks, wish i could turn back time, but it's all too late.
We'll just have to accept the truth and move on with life.
For what's done had already been done.
(:

A NEW BEGINNING (:

Hi all that might be looking!
It's been 10months since this bloggie have been closed down due to too many memories that i don't wanna recall. But since my ai and kor have been blog fanatics, i've decided to reopen my blog (:

Last night, i came back to my closed blog to take a look, looking back at all the memories last time, happy memories made me smile and sad memories made me er.. kinda emo, for dunno what reason, got pretty much 感触. But oh well, no grudges beared, what's over is over, just laughing at my stupidity in the past. No matter what, all of us are still friends alright (:

So for this 10months what have i been doing?

1stly, if ue have seen from my past posts, ue should know clearly i am quite a failure at relationships, jumping in and out of relationships every once in a while. In fact, i too don't know what's the reason behind it (Ask the guys!) but i guess i was too immature for relationships. ROFL. But this silly girl met someone that changed her life...

And it is you! (*points at Sotong)

Well, i knew him since July 08', initially was just looking for someone to entertain me, joey mei, yu an di. Then after the first meeting thinking i would be able to chop some carrot out of him, joey and yuan told me that he was not bad a person, and not to do it. (Look whose talking >.>) So slowly our friendship grew, and he became my kor. So the 4 of us became very good friends, meeting almost every night after he end work. (FYI: He works night shift) He rides a bike, so whenever i'm stuck somewhere far from home, like Sembawang, Bukit Batok, he would come and rescue me. Then.. He got to know one of my girlfriends, and got together with her, i wasn't angry that he got himself a girlf, more like i'm angry at him for not contacting us after getting a girlf. (So realistic right!) So for a month plus, we didn't contact each other. And i was also busy with my boyf at then. About a month later, i broke off with that boyf. And guess what? He broke off with his girlf too. Why the both of us so suay one, one break another one also break. So, feeling lonely, he called me up and told me about the break up. Afraid he would be feeling upset, i asked him to meet out and catch up. Then he told me lots of rubbish like "I don't want get into another relationship already! Marry off suan le!" All i said was, "Don't give up hope, probably your fated one has already appeared just that you didn't know." I WASN'T TALKING ABOUT MYSELF LA! Then he misunderstood that i was promoting myself to him. Then the few subsequent days we continued sms-ing and stuff lor, then out of nowhere got together on 18.12.09. And it's near 11months now! (FYI: My longest relationship so far!)

Aiya, mushy things i don't know how to say. But he thought me alot of things, he made me how to save money, how to be more mature in a relationship, every month die die must give household money, and lots more! No matter what bad things i've done, he's always able to 包容 me and lead me the right way. Wonder how come this world have this kinda guy with this kinda endurance?

But there are still alot of unhappiness in the course of a relationship la. I won't deny that. But don't wish to mention all that in this post, it's supposed to be a happy post! =D

Alright! It's lesser than a month to my birthday! So excited for my birthday bbq. Credits to all the organisers for planning this bbq for me, esp towards ai and kor for even thinking of celebrating my 20th birthday! (Usually no one bothers) Looking forward to the hotdogs, chicken wings, prawns, YUMMY YUMMY!

Okay, here's the end of my post today, going out with my girls @ Movida Ladies' Night later. Gotta get prepared to go have dinner with my baby and go meet my ai le. (:

Ja Mata. (:

VeryColdAircon

why is the aircon so cold tonight?
time passes so fast and it's already a month plus i've been with my darling deardear^^
it's been sooooooo long since i've had a stable boyfriend.
and now i've got one! :D
* er xin, doesn't sound like what i'd say *
even though i know no one will be reading my blog but then ~
i write liao next time i can come back and view ar!
so i'm writing for myself lor xD
tonight aircon really damn cold my hand LIKE ICE!!!!!!!
k bye bye got a peeping tom looking at my comp.

loves,
munmunx3.

wo zui tao yan kou hua hua de nan ren le !
some people only know how to say with their mouth
and don't know how to prove it with their actions .
don't even know me well enough and you think you actually know me alot .
actually you don't even know me at all !

* angry munmun *
:(

thMEMORIES~

sometimes in life, when we have the best of everything, we don't appreciate it and take it for granted.

and when we start to lose them bit by bit, we start to feel remorseful for not appreciating it.

and when we have totally lost it, we feel regretful all our lives.

Case Closed

I guess everything that happened is just past now ,
i want to start anew ,
and begin the new chapter of my life =)

good luck to everyone and best wishes in everything you all do in your life .
take much care to jj and zac and alvin =)

take care =)

TartTart

i think i've been thinking too much that you don't love me anymore .
i'm sorry xD
i think by this time that i'm writing this you have fell asleep already .
you didn't reply my message .
good night sweet dreams xD
ily imy iwy iny forever =)