thHAPPINESS

actually , the birthday boy mentioned is my ex boyfriend ._.
yes i admit i used to have a crush on him before this .
but NOT ANYMORE .
instead of being sad i feel happier instead .
cause life liking a guy and having to shut up about it sucks .
:D

i'm ready to let go one year ago when i broke up with him .
so am i now .
:]

Random post

just feeling kinda , random to blog .

well , yesterday was 090909. what a wonderful date for everyone but just any other normal day. but a miracle happened today, someone who never ever calls me called up, but sadly is to look for someone else. his birthday was 1 day before, me joey and yuan planned so much for him. we called him up he say at north 4, later then talk, end up later later later until never call back anymore. we 3 also like idiots, wait wait wait until no news. then early in the morning next day we went up his house to leave his presents beside his bed while he's sleeping. lol. i gave my mum's phone back to her already and used my own phone back. at the end of the day around 12 plus am when i see my mum's phone i realised he sms-ed me and asked why did i give him my fav thing. uh, to say the truth i do like that thing alot, but the main purpose of giving it to him is to let him remember all our memories together because we had some memories together with that soft toy. hope he likes the present though if not i'll accuse him of softtoy abuse! the most i felt most yi han about is to not be able to give him that cake i bought for him, just because he didn't called back we didn't have a chance to meet him up to celebrate for him. end up the cake went all soggy we ate it all. to think i still imagined that we lighted up the candle on the cake and he make his wish just like a little happy birthday boy. lol.

blogging early in the morning, i must be crazy.
k la i'm going to play facebook already.
byes.

thBOREDOM

now at NetForce lan shop and it's very very boring . still have to dong until 10 am .
been playing lan with joey mei and yu an di since like yesterday 12 am ? and calculating we've actually been playing non stop for like 10 hours ? and that sums up to like 20 dollar per person , and three of us means it's 60 dollar oh my goodness ! ._. pok kai liaos .

later at 10 am should be pei-ing joey mei to meet some guy by the name of xavier . well , not really looking forward to it after such a long night . cheebaiis laaas , after such a long night feeling so god damn tired . tired , but not sleepy . LOLS . whatever am i talking anyway . think i'm too seh to think already .

kkays going back audition already will come back to update my baobei blog when i have time keke baiis .