Before 2009..

It's only 17 more days to a brand new year. Well i can say that alot happened during the year 2008! And i certainly do not wish the bad happens again ;x OF COURSE it's not gonna happen with me having such a lovely boyfriend like VINN!

And yeah i have to agree with what u said last night. The period from 16~17years and 17~18years, i changed alot. The change is so drastic it changed my life. From the guai guai nu in secondary school days, to the huai huai nu before i started school in TP. I used to be the type, having curfew, saying NO to smoking and NO to smokers. But look at me now, being a smoker and not going home during weekends. And yeah of course i realised that i've wasted one year's time. And to stop all this i've decided to start anew from 2009. Since 2008 was a bad year, i'll make 2009 a good one. I want to make everyone proud of me for quitting, i want my dear to be happy, and my family too, even though they thought that i've quit. And also my friends in TP, they are very concerned about me smoking. In my heart i really want to quit, but temptation kills. But compared to the past, my urge to smoke has cut down drastically. Isn't that something good? Compared to the past a packet a day, it's only at most half a pack a day now. I know i'm making good progress and i want to make sure i quit before 2009, as promised to myself and also to my DEAR although he leaves this quitting thingy to myself. OF COURSE another target i wanna achieve is to graduate 3 years from now, instead of dropping out, withdrawing or failing too much. I've lost my chance to studied once, i don't wanna lose it again.

So here are my goals from now to 2009!

• Enjoy our 2ndMONTH together!
• QUIT SMOKING! [17days more]
• Cut down on vulgarities :(
• Great celebration for my 1stYEAR together with VINCENT♥
• Recieve alot of ANGBAO for LUNAR NEW YEAR
• Sister's Wedding to be a SUCCESS and get alot of ANGBAO!
• High pass for my EXAMS :)
• Become a more ENJOYABLE friend to be with
• Become PRETTIER!
• My DEAR to love me MORE MORE MORE!
• Give VINCENT a birthday present he LIKES!

That's all i can think of till now. I'm sure there will be more as time passes!