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argh i'm so confused confused confused ~ !
i don't even know what do i want inside me really !
people already get over me so long ago happily living with his BENDAN,
yet i'm here thinking about his things, how he treated me, how bad he is !
AHHHH $*@&*$&@*(&$@*( !

but i know the most important to do now is to guai guai go school =)
the worst part is think about that baichi, also think about someone else !
ZZZ WHAT AM I THINKING ?!
how can this be happening zzz ._.

AM I THAT DUMB TO REALISE THINGS THAT SLOWLY ?!
that i'm always UNLOVED .
that i'm always PLAYED .
that i'm always an IDIOT .
that i'm always a FAILURE OF LOVE .