thCONFUSION.

feeling so confused .
seriously .
i don't know whether kaiwen's heart is with me,
or with weiting (fyi: it's his ex girlfriend)
weiting always sms and calls him to tell him things like
"i miss you again" or "what am i gonna do with life without you?"

i am bothered, i know it.
but i can't do anything about it since kaiwen said it's alright because they're still friends.
the worse part is, weiting knows that kaiwen has a girlfriend already.
and yesterday kaiwen told me,
his heart is so weird,
because occasionally he will think about her.
what am i to do?
am i the third party between them?
i don't know, seriously, i don't know and i can't get the answer no matter how much i figure it out.

the affinity between me and kaiwen started one year ago,
one year later we're back together and is history going to repeat itself again?
i don't wish to get fucking hurt by kaiwen again, and the same way as one year ago.
i hope that whatever he said that he doesn't wanne lose me ever again is true.
i am sick of getting hurt, i am sick of you changing heart.
please, prove me wrong for once, will you?
i hate to know that one year ago, i had to leave you because you had a change of heart.
i don't wish that one year later, i have to leave you again for the same reason.
please convince me that you really do love me,
before my heart dies.

- Sinyi

EXAM RESULTS!!

WOOHOO EXAM RESULTS ARE OUT!!
As followssssss :

Communication Skills - A
Computer Architecture - B+
Web Design - D+
Problem Solving - C+
Computing Maths 1 - D+
Computing Maths 2 - B+

ALTHOUGH THE RESULTS AINT FANTASTIC BUT WELL!
I PASSED ALL!
TEEHEE xD

thLOVE!

alright alright.
to be honest, yes i am attached once again.
After being single since the last day of 2008 till now,
i am attached and guess who ._.
my ex boyfriend, named kaiwen de LOL funny.
03.03.09 would be our first year anniversary if we didn't broke off last year.
But on 06.03.09, we "patched" back.
can't exactly say it's a patch because it's been a year since we've been together.
Afterall we were together for only a month.
So yeah , hopefully things work out this time and lasts!

Cheers to Yix3Wen <3

thPROMISE

I promise.
I will kick the habit of late night lifes drinking at pub.
I will not drink heavily, unless there's special occasion.
This is my promise to you.
You know who you are :]

- Sinyi <3

A curious question.

What's L-O-V-E ?

Teach me that will you?

:]

- Sinyi

What is LOVE?

Fuck Love.
:]

I AM SO ANGRY!

Let me tell you la hor. Got thing buey song, come la hor. You think i don't know ar. Is you change of heart. Even idiot also know la ok. BLIND ONE ALSO KNOW AR. You can't even wait to shuai diao me because u want to be together with the new girl wor. Tiongxim? Tiongxim sai lar okay? PUI VINCENT LAU WEI JIE __

When are you going to eat shit?
:)

FUCKED UP _|_

YOU DARE BLOG THAT YOU NEVER SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP FOR 2009?!

Oh well, some people are like that.
Or else this information wouldn't have came out from YOUR OWN EX STEAD'S MOUTH :)
Don't be an idiot that just dare to say and don't dare admit luh xD
Somemore break already want take back money from me?
How shameless can you be?
Hahas.
First time in my life seen such a shameless guy.
But anyway you can go around spreading what a bytch i am for the 2 months i am with you alright?
Just go ahead and spread how i ka your money and stuff.
I know that's how you feel.
Whatever you told my mum,
Yi yan nan jing, zou de hen xing ku.
I remember every fucking thing in my brain.
I will remember how you fucking left me with no choice when u wanted to break.
And you can fucking go and love whoever you keep mentioning in your blog.
Being able to get over me so soon, proves something easily.
You didn't love me at all.
So did i.
:)

LovesJoevin<3

Tiredness..

Hi Hi, it's been really long ever since i last blogged, till the extent i can't even remember what i last posted. Lols. All i could remember is, ever since i went down to teck whye to meet my audi couple Joevin, i've been going down on alternate days until it became everyday we met up. LOLS. Damn stupid, got once is he came down meet us because he was on the run ;x Like that also considered come find me damn what cans?! yesterday also just went to find him at teck whye. Meet him at sembawang, then i was sitting down at the MRT platform while waiting for him with shueting, i complained "that si joevin taking very long cans". And he happened to be already sitting beside me and i didn't know. ._. when i turned around i saw him then he was like "si joevin taking very long hor?" LOL i jitao tio scare sia bodoh. then we went teck whye find claire they all. Aiyo don't know how to say luh. Claire like avoiding me. I reach only, they walk away to somewhere else, then we go over to find them, they hide upstairs. ._. Don't know what to say also luhs. Don't think i will be going down teck whye within this week. Too sians already. ;x

Hao la off to eat breakfast already, shall blog again when i can ;x
ByesByes.

HAHAHA!

MY AUDITION DE COUPLE LOL xD

MY EYE xD

AT AMELYN CHALET xD

Sinyi says..

That vincent sucks.
Because sinyi just found out that vincent long had a NEW YEAR 2009 RESOLUTION.
That is to not be in a relationship for 2009.
Wow, how great.
After chalet that night, i went home to delete him from facebook, friendster, msn, audi.
Everywhere i could think of.
Seriously.
I've been toyed.
And i'm sick of it.
AND HE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO ASK MONEY BACK FROM ME!
Wow, nice heroism. :x
HE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO SEE MY FRIENDSTER AFTER I DEL HIM!
Seriously,
Get off my life.
Seeing things about you Just Sucks.
:)
thHATRED4ETERNITY.

Hatred for Eternity

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
FOR ETERNITY.
:)

My sister's big day.

WOOT. My sister's married, and i believe she's enjoying herself really much at HONGKONG with her boyfriend. Uh i mean husband xD

Their marriage date is 11 Jan 09, and i know i'm kinda late for updating, got busy up with all the tiredness and test. LOLS.

On the 10th Jan, Me and xiangyun got together to discuss about ways to disturb the Brothers that jiefu was gonna bring along. LOL damn funny. We thought of making them eat biscuit with wasabi and stuff. evil right? But must make the bride worth it ma! If not my sister like very easy to married like that HAHA. Then we made bikini to let them wear and hawaiian dress to let them wear too LOL very funny. ;x On the bikini had the letters I *heartshape* X L 4 E V A . and they took quite long to figure out what was the bikini trying to tell them. Tell them to wear la duh LOL :D After a long struggle and receiving a door gift of $188, we finally let them in, after all that sour lemon, and bitter gourd. LOLS xD Then the bridesmaid and the groom negotiate. Jiejie wanted jie fu to sing for her, and he refused to LOL. End up he shout loud loud I LOVE YOU SINLIAN. Then the bridesmaid opened to door for him, and received the bride with a sweet little kiss. Aww so sweet :D Then the couple proceeded to the living room to have their tang yuan :)

After that we continued to the groom's house, prayed to their ancestors, had a short meal and then my sister changed to her Kua (chinese traditional costume). Then we went back to my house already.

The buffet is HERE! :D Catered by Roy erzi's home business Joy Cuisine. Wow yummy i'm so hungry. After the couple served tea to bride's parents ( which is also my parents -.-), it was my turn to serve tea to jiejie and jiefu. My sister so bad, nvr give me ang bao still want me kneel on the floor, but i never did la xD After that neighbours, shueting and wanxin all come, then we started to eat. Wow i was already very hungry by then. Around 2pm the couple and bridesmaid set off for the hotel already. Then Roy erzi was so tired he fell asleep. Then me and shueting and wanxin keep staring at him see how he sleep and made sure he was really asleep lol. I threw him my teddy bear and bolster for him to get extra comfort lol. What a caring mother! lol! Around 3.30pm my mum and dad went to the hotel already. Then i drag time drag until 4pm then left the house with roy, shueting and wanxin for the hotel.

Then after make up came the dinner and stuff. Then proceeded to the dinner already. WOW the food was so nice :D yummy. Glad that my sister got today :D I think it's the only day she's pretty LOL. ;x

after dinner went back to tampines with shueting to go find clara awhile, then husky and friends came to meet us. ma de never talk de meet for what. then i angry i walk away ;x and proceeded home :D

that's all la abit lazy to blog LOL ;x

OH MY GOD .

THE TRUTH SUCKS .

TRUTH IS CRUEL .

:(

The unbelievable truth you are made to believe.

Sighs.

Sadded MunMun .

Leave? or stay?

Lols!
This is a post,
to ask.
To leave firstkiss?
or to stay in firstkiss?
:D

ZeNith or FirstKISS?

Hmms.
I'm sure if i leave FirstKISS,
SOME people will be definitely disappointed.

Hmms.
-ZeNith-Mun- HERE I COME~ :D

knn la

no matter whether i do class assignment anot she also say i nvr do then i might as well don't do la just fuucking fail the sub and retain and get kicked out la !!

The cruel truth.

Yesterday went to bedok to find kiatrong, kenny, jiamin and mindy, because was too sian already. Then after that they played lan all this.. Then some girl called wanqin appeared. She happened to be the QIIN i saw in game, and she said hi to me in audition. Then we became very close. She and kiatrong didn't seem to speak, so i asked her why were they like so cold to each other. She said that they were no longer friends, i tried to make them up but i failed to. I feel so sad i am not able to do anything lehh :( after that kiatrong and kenny was at one side trying to train their fighting again, i asked wanqin how she knew me. She was like because kiatrong did say before he break with me because i bit him that time. What the fuck right? He made up all that stupid dumb fuck excuses just because I BIT HIM?! ROFL! But nevermind it's been over so long, i don't really blame him. :) then after that i was at tampines with richard, shueting and clara already. then kiatrong sms-ed me. It went "i heard from jiamin that you still like me, tell me the truth" then i was like LOLOLOHAHAHAHAH! then i trick him and said, it's true all this, LOL he thought it's true sia! Hahahhahalolololol! ;X then after that i told him the truth that the answer i what he wanted. LOL. so much for tricking him ;D okays laaa i in class now shall blog again when i have time :D

Loves,
SinYi~

Life's actually FUN!

LOL yesterday ton at edmund house with claire, edmund and richard. Before that we went east coast to meet jiamin michiyo they all. Had much fun at the arcade, been long since i played my favourite para :D then around 3 plus we went back tampines, slack slack at 700+ then around 7 went to edmund house to rest. They watch VCD la, i was completely knocked out already ._. sleep like pig LOL :D Then 2plus me,claire and richard gotta go cause edmund was meeting his dad or something. Me and claire went back to my house and helped my sister wrap her angbao box for her wedding de.. around evening we went to meet shueting and slacked.. complaining and stuff lol. then clara mei came to meet us =D ten after that claire left for home then i go clara house and slack. Then here i am now blogging at clara's house and POOF I'M GOING IN AUDI NOW :D

It's 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!

It's a brand new year,

and of course,

A BRAND NEW START! :D

To my mama and papa and jiejie,

I LOVE YOU!

To my friends, esp shueting;clara;jingwen;maine,

those who gave me extra care and concern,

I LOVE YOU!

To those that love me and i never mentioned,

I LOVE YOU!

AND OF COURSE I REMEMBER MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! :D

Here it is;

• Enjoy our 2ndMONTH together! [i think we did]
• QUIT SMOKING! [up to now, i'm still doing fine]
• Cut down on vulgarities :( [ think it's quite less now already ]
• Great celebration for my 1stYEAR together with VINCENT♥ [not applicable anymore]
• Recieve alot of ANGBAO for LUNAR NEW YEAR
• Sister's Wedding to be a SUCCESS and get alot of ANGBAO!
• High pass for my EXAMS :)
• Become a more ENJOYABLE friend to be with.
• Become PRETTIER! [guess it'll take a long time]
• My DEAR to love me MORE MORE MORE! [It's impossible.]
• Give VINCENT a birthday present he LIKES! [We'll see how things goes, most probably not anymore.
  

♥Myself.

thMEMORIES

It's all MEMORIES and PAST now.
I've gotten over you.
Thank you for giving me up.
It's the key to opening my eyes up to the Big Wide World.
I've decided to move on and not be sad anymore.
I don't want others to be hurt because of me,
yesterday my mother cry for no reason,
that's what made me stand up again.
Having friends is more than it seems on the surface.
Family and friends are the ones you should treasure more than anything else.
Thank you for everything.
I'm sure i'm not the only one hurt in this break up.
Having to lose someone you love hurts,
but to love someone,
and having to initiate the break up,
and be strong and persistant,
no matter how much the one you love cries and shed tears,
definitely hurt much more than what i felt.
But i believe that,
this is for the better of both of us ba.
I'VE GOTTEN OVER YOU.
I'VE MOVED ON.
I'VE STARTED ANEW WITH LIFE.
I NO LONGER NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.
Cheers.