Case Closed

I guess everything that happened is just past now ,
i want to start anew ,
and begin the new chapter of my life =)

good luck to everyone and best wishes in everything you all do in your life .
take much care to jj and zac and alvin =)

take care =)

TartTart

i think i've been thinking too much that you don't love me anymore .
i'm sorry xD
i think by this time that i'm writing this you have fell asleep already .
you didn't reply my message .
good night sweet dreams xD
ily imy iwy iny forever =)

Has the apple gone bad ?

Question to ponder today :

Has our love faded for each other ?

Heartbroken ,
Baobao .

thFRUSTRATIONS~

everything also my fault . everything also i do one . why is this world like that ? every bad thing , credit goes to me . none of the good thing credit goes to me . i hate my fucking family . everything is i do one i do one i do one . assholes la . malign me for being a betrayer . i just reach home nia say i betrayer . whatever , because i respect you all , that's why i don't fucking curse in front of you all , if not you all sure hear me kpkb all vulgarities come out . come on , GET A FUCKING GOD DAMNED IT LIFE , UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM FUCKING THINKING ALRIGHT ?! and don't push all the fucking blame for every fucking bad thing on me , i am not some fucking scape goat FYI TYVM .

BAOBAO♥TARTTART

This post is all about my bi bi , Ho Jun Jie .

One Cold Night on 25th Sept 2009 , Baobao was looking for couple in audition , and E-moboiiboii entered her room . He was gan ji deh irritating and then his friend PainOfGM entered the room . Baobao was too irritated by Emoboiiboii that she wanted to escape , she seeked PainOfGM's help . Then , she asked PainOfGM to couple her using his main , but she was sadly rejected . Sadded Baobao went to emo one corner and decided to remain single in audition . PainOfGM told Baobao , there was an audition event next day , and asked her to take part . She was told to wait for his sms to notify her to enter the game . But he never did sms her . One day after the event , while Baobao was sleeping deeply like a PIG , some anonymous number called her up . She woke up and picked up . Conversation goes like this :
JJ: Hello , are you audition de bao ?
SY: Ya , who are you ?
JJ: NOOBTART la ...
SY: Oh , call me for what ?
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.
.
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And so they chatted for hours . And from there they chatted almost everyday . It started to become a habit to call each other to chat on the phone . Baobao always disturbed JJ by calling him her ai ren and JJ always disturbed by calling her baby , but somehow , it really happened that way and yeah .. they coupled in audition , baobao's main and JJ's noob ROAR . Baobao didn't mind because she thought that since he was going to chiong this noob's level then might as well let it be this way xD

And until today Baobao is in love with Tarttart , and they are inseperable . They can't live on without each other existence and without each other's love . But because of Baobao's wildfulness , Tarttart has made so many sacrifices that Baobao can see , and is also touched but then she doesn't want to express it out . =) THANKYOUS ! YOU'RE MUCH APPRECIATED ! Baobao wish she could do something for Tarttart as well , but she doesn't know what to do but to continue loving him until she dies . Will Tarttart teach her what love is ? * to be continued *

♥Baobao♥Tarttart♥
♥EverLastingLove♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

myEVERYTHING

cause you're my everything .
(:

E V E R Y T H I N G .
D I A M .

you're still my everything .
(:

thSISTER

this post is just for my beloved mei , Claire Ang Hui Ning .
HEY MEI ! I KNOW YOU'RE LOOKING !
this post is made all purple because you like purple color .
yes , let's admit it , we did quarrel , have unhappiness before .
but no matter what , we're back together again , let's not seperate again alright .
so many unhappiness because of that _ _ _ bastard ._.
shall not name "he-who-must-not-be-named", later he want tio me aiyo scared .
LOLS .
no matter what , jie loves you too , don't need angry cause i'm too close to joey and yu an kays .
and on top of everything , i love ALL my gan family members .
But i love your jiefu too LOL so buayhiaobai . later he see liao confirm puke . :X
kay la see you later mei .
x3

thLOVE

♥ BaoBao Loves TartTart ♥
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Surprised to see yourself here?
LOL !
♥ you la bi , but you never reply my sms :(busy at work is it ?hehehehehe i'm going crazy liaos .
. Sinyi ♥ Junjie .
You still remember we coupled on the 4th this month ?
=X

thMEANING~

letters make words.
words make sentences.
sentences make meanings.

therefore,

8 letters make 3 words.
3 words make 1 sentence.
1 sentence make 1 meaning.
and that is
I LOVE YOU !

Only for my dear JJ =)

thMISSES

To Whom It May Concern,
You're Missed And I Love You!
Thanks.

Regards,
BaoBao<3tarttart
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LiangBaobei,
Mummie miss you alot you know ma, was browsing through my computer's pictures, saw the picture your daddie took with you...
Don't even think i'll have the chance to hug you to sleep again, don't even know when i'll get to see you again...
Like i said you'll have a new mummie, and my words came true.
LiangBaobei, mummie is really sorry, cannot give you a nice and wonderful family.
I think not only you get a new mummie, think you're going to have a new daddie too, sorry LiangBaobei, i know the floor is hard and cold, i know daddie threw you on the floor, at least you get to see daddie everyday, not like when you are with mummie, get thrown inside the cupboard.
Sorry LiangBaobei.
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♥BaoBao♥

~BX~BAOBAO~ ♥ PainOfGM
Neo Sin Yi ♥ Ho Jun Jie
DARLINGbao ♥ BABYtart♥NeverEndingLoveSince04.10.09♥ Kay la going to sleep now le good nights <3 !

thLOVE~

CURRENT STATUS
Now at KRTC lan shop , holidays ending soon , sobs .
When holidays over , gotta stop life like that , tonning everyday , and slacking .
Mei's so bored she's disturbing people on IRC .
Di don't know doing what , inside Audition studio looking at moves .
@.@
Then me ? Blogging lor .
That's why you are looking at these text ma .
Hahas .

MY DARLING<3
My darling so naughty , go geylang play LAN , i thought she go bio charbo and find charbo .
And he still tell me Cheap ma , i thought he say geylang de charbo cheap ._.
He is saying geylang LAN cheap , wu hui him le hehe .
He now go peepee , hopefully he don't pee in his pants :X
and i only have one sentence for you darling .
ilyDARLING<3

but other than my darling, ilyMEI & ilyDI<3
i believe we won't seperate again like then , seperated for one year .
Promise? :D

Hao ba , nothing much to update le .
Signing off ,
Sinyi<3

thHAPPINESS

actually , the birthday boy mentioned is my ex boyfriend ._.
yes i admit i used to have a crush on him before this .
but NOT ANYMORE .
instead of being sad i feel happier instead .
cause life liking a guy and having to shut up about it sucks .
:D

i'm ready to let go one year ago when i broke up with him .
so am i now .
:]

Random post

just feeling kinda , random to blog .

well , yesterday was 090909. what a wonderful date for everyone but just any other normal day. but a miracle happened today, someone who never ever calls me called up, but sadly is to look for someone else. his birthday was 1 day before, me joey and yuan planned so much for him. we called him up he say at north 4, later then talk, end up later later later until never call back anymore. we 3 also like idiots, wait wait wait until no news. then early in the morning next day we went up his house to leave his presents beside his bed while he's sleeping. lol. i gave my mum's phone back to her already and used my own phone back. at the end of the day around 12 plus am when i see my mum's phone i realised he sms-ed me and asked why did i give him my fav thing. uh, to say the truth i do like that thing alot, but the main purpose of giving it to him is to let him remember all our memories together because we had some memories together with that soft toy. hope he likes the present though if not i'll accuse him of softtoy abuse! the most i felt most yi han about is to not be able to give him that cake i bought for him, just because he didn't called back we didn't have a chance to meet him up to celebrate for him. end up the cake went all soggy we ate it all. to think i still imagined that we lighted up the candle on the cake and he make his wish just like a little happy birthday boy. lol.

blogging early in the morning, i must be crazy.
k la i'm going to play facebook already.
byes.

thBOREDOM

now at NetForce lan shop and it's very very boring . still have to dong until 10 am .
been playing lan with joey mei and yu an di since like yesterday 12 am ? and calculating we've actually been playing non stop for like 10 hours ? and that sums up to like 20 dollar per person , and three of us means it's 60 dollar oh my goodness ! ._. pok kai liaos .

later at 10 am should be pei-ing joey mei to meet some guy by the name of xavier . well , not really looking forward to it after such a long night . cheebaiis laaas , after such a long night feeling so god damn tired . tired , but not sleepy . LOLS . whatever am i talking anyway . think i'm too seh to think already .

kkays going back audition already will come back to update my baobei blog when i have time keke baiis .

heartBROKEN~

cannot stop thinking about him taamaadee!!

.___.

is something seriously wrong with me??

falling for people who play with me and don't even care about me le .

.___.

should have appreciated when they were around .

i'm so sorry but i love you --> take from Big Bang - Lies .

.___.

what's with me .___. ?

cannot think cannot think now studies most important !!

NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!

thCONFUSE

argh i'm so confused confused confused ~ !
i don't even know what do i want inside me really !
people already get over me so long ago happily living with his BENDAN,
yet i'm here thinking about his things, how he treated me, how bad he is !
AHHHH $*@&*$&@*(&$@*( !

but i know the most important to do now is to guai guai go school =)
the worst part is think about that baichi, also think about someone else !
ZZZ WHAT AM I THINKING ?!
how can this be happening zzz ._.

AM I THAT DUMB TO REALISE THINGS THAT SLOWLY ?!
that i'm always UNLOVED .
that i'm always PLAYED .
that i'm always an IDIOT .
that i'm always a FAILURE OF LOVE .

thHAPPINESS

hihi all i'm just here to tell all of you i'm very very happy !

tada ~ decided to let go of everything and start anew !

because i know what my heart really wants now !

sorry to those who i have no choice but to let down ,

but i'm very sure this is my final decision .

so , ja mata !

Sinyi<3

thLIFE

ohaiyo gozaimasu !

i'm F-I-N-A-L-L-Y back to school !
well , afterall , i enjoy being back in school with my classmates as i realised that i was wrong when i was afraid they might treat me as aliens .
to say the truth , it is indeed very hard to catch up with my studies again , demo daijiobu desu ka , ganbatte benkyoshimasu !

ano , with regards to my LOVE LIFE or whatever , i don't have much comments about it luh . Just feeling so fucked up .
You know how it feels when you get stuck in the middle between two having feelings for both ?
The feeling sucks T.T
The feeling sucks even more when you come to realise that one of them have been lying to you all this while ?
Telling you " oh how much i love you and i want to patch with you " and when you heard that you float to the heavens and fall to earth in a split second , when you realised that not long after , just because you are not confident of patching , the person has another NEW LOVE ?! Honto baka ne . It's like you like that person and yet you realised that person is only playing with you . But no matter what i appreciated the fact that we were happy before .

Regarding my family even worse ._.
it's like i go back school they expect me to change a person like that .
What the hell la .

Nevermind , feeling more fucked as after blogging about that bastard .
I will never forget my eternal hatred for him .
Yokatta ne ~

So , ganbatte kudasai desu !
Ja mata .

Loves,
Sinyi.

thLIFE

been soooo long since i last blogged .
well , school's started and life changed .
last week was a mess though , i got stomach flu and had to stay home for 2 days .
kinda fall back out from the rest .
gotta really catch up man .
besides everything , i got a part time job !
working at a clinic just at my house downstairs .
usually i work after school hours xD
this week is just the first week that i'm working .
haha if you ask me why i'm working so hard , toggling between school and work ,
the only answer i can give is because i want to upgrade myself and become a better person !
besides , my family is not very rich either , so if i can , why not contribute that part and lighten their load ?
anyway even if i don't work , i'll most probably be slacking out all nights with friends .
might as well use that time to work and i'll earn money anyway , better right ?!
hahas , tomorrow got work after school , so gotta have lotsa rest !
so there goes , i'm going to bed !
good night whoever that's reading (: