A curious question.

What's L-O-V-E ?

Teach me that will you?

:]

- Sinyi

What is LOVE?

Fuck Love.
:]

I AM SO ANGRY!

Let me tell you la hor. Got thing buey song, come la hor. You think i don't know ar. Is you change of heart. Even idiot also know la ok. BLIND ONE ALSO KNOW AR. You can't even wait to shuai diao me because u want to be together with the new girl wor. Tiongxim? Tiongxim sai lar okay? PUI VINCENT LAU WEI JIE __

When are you going to eat shit?
:)

FUCKED UP _|_

YOU DARE BLOG THAT YOU NEVER SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP FOR 2009?!

Oh well, some people are like that.
Or else this information wouldn't have came out from YOUR OWN EX STEAD'S MOUTH :)
Don't be an idiot that just dare to say and don't dare admit luh xD
Somemore break already want take back money from me?
How shameless can you be?
Hahas.
First time in my life seen such a shameless guy.
But anyway you can go around spreading what a bytch i am for the 2 months i am with you alright?
Just go ahead and spread how i ka your money and stuff.
I know that's how you feel.
Whatever you told my mum,
Yi yan nan jing, zou de hen xing ku.
I remember every fucking thing in my brain.
I will remember how you fucking left me with no choice when u wanted to break.
And you can fucking go and love whoever you keep mentioning in your blog.
Being able to get over me so soon, proves something easily.
You didn't love me at all.
So did i.
:)

LovesJoevin<3

Tiredness..

Hi Hi, it's been really long ever since i last blogged, till the extent i can't even remember what i last posted. Lols. All i could remember is, ever since i went down to teck whye to meet my audi couple Joevin, i've been going down on alternate days until it became everyday we met up. LOLS. Damn stupid, got once is he came down meet us because he was on the run ;x Like that also considered come find me damn what cans?! yesterday also just went to find him at teck whye. Meet him at sembawang, then i was sitting down at the MRT platform while waiting for him with shueting, i complained "that si joevin taking very long cans". And he happened to be already sitting beside me and i didn't know. ._. when i turned around i saw him then he was like "si joevin taking very long hor?" LOL i jitao tio scare sia bodoh. then we went teck whye find claire they all. Aiyo don't know how to say luh. Claire like avoiding me. I reach only, they walk away to somewhere else, then we go over to find them, they hide upstairs. ._. Don't know what to say also luhs. Don't think i will be going down teck whye within this week. Too sians already. ;x

Hao la off to eat breakfast already, shall blog again when i can ;x
ByesByes.

HAHAHA!

MY AUDITION DE COUPLE LOL xD

MY EYE xD

AT AMELYN CHALET xD

Sinyi says..

That vincent sucks.
Because sinyi just found out that vincent long had a NEW YEAR 2009 RESOLUTION.
That is to not be in a relationship for 2009.
Wow, how great.
After chalet that night, i went home to delete him from facebook, friendster, msn, audi.
Everywhere i could think of.
Seriously.
I've been toyed.
And i'm sick of it.
AND HE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO ASK MONEY BACK FROM ME!
Wow, nice heroism. :x
HE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO SEE MY FRIENDSTER AFTER I DEL HIM!
Seriously,
Get off my life.
Seeing things about you Just Sucks.
:)
thHATRED4ETERNITY.

Hatred for Eternity

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
FOR ETERNITY.
:)

My sister's big day.

WOOT. My sister's married, and i believe she's enjoying herself really much at HONGKONG with her boyfriend. Uh i mean husband xD

Their marriage date is 11 Jan 09, and i know i'm kinda late for updating, got busy up with all the tiredness and test. LOLS.

On the 10th Jan, Me and xiangyun got together to discuss about ways to disturb the Brothers that jiefu was gonna bring along. LOL damn funny. We thought of making them eat biscuit with wasabi and stuff. evil right? But must make the bride worth it ma! If not my sister like very easy to married like that HAHA. Then we made bikini to let them wear and hawaiian dress to let them wear too LOL very funny. ;x On the bikini had the letters I *heartshape* X L 4 E V A . and they took quite long to figure out what was the bikini trying to tell them. Tell them to wear la duh LOL :D After a long struggle and receiving a door gift of $188, we finally let them in, after all that sour lemon, and bitter gourd. LOLS xD Then the bridesmaid and the groom negotiate. Jiejie wanted jie fu to sing for her, and he refused to LOL. End up he shout loud loud I LOVE YOU SINLIAN. Then the bridesmaid opened to door for him, and received the bride with a sweet little kiss. Aww so sweet :D Then the couple proceeded to the living room to have their tang yuan :)

After that we continued to the groom's house, prayed to their ancestors, had a short meal and then my sister changed to her Kua (chinese traditional costume). Then we went back to my house already.

The buffet is HERE! :D Catered by Roy erzi's home business Joy Cuisine. Wow yummy i'm so hungry. After the couple served tea to bride's parents ( which is also my parents -.-), it was my turn to serve tea to jiejie and jiefu. My sister so bad, nvr give me ang bao still want me kneel on the floor, but i never did la xD After that neighbours, shueting and wanxin all come, then we started to eat. Wow i was already very hungry by then. Around 2pm the couple and bridesmaid set off for the hotel already. Then Roy erzi was so tired he fell asleep. Then me and shueting and wanxin keep staring at him see how he sleep and made sure he was really asleep lol. I threw him my teddy bear and bolster for him to get extra comfort lol. What a caring mother! lol! Around 3.30pm my mum and dad went to the hotel already. Then i drag time drag until 4pm then left the house with roy, shueting and wanxin for the hotel.

Then after make up came the dinner and stuff. Then proceeded to the dinner already. WOW the food was so nice :D yummy. Glad that my sister got today :D I think it's the only day she's pretty LOL. ;x

after dinner went back to tampines with shueting to go find clara awhile, then husky and friends came to meet us. ma de never talk de meet for what. then i angry i walk away ;x and proceeded home :D

that's all la abit lazy to blog LOL ;x

OH MY GOD .

THE TRUTH SUCKS .

TRUTH IS CRUEL .

:(

The unbelievable truth you are made to believe.

Sighs.

Sadded MunMun .

Leave? or stay?

Lols!
This is a post,
to ask.
To leave firstkiss?
or to stay in firstkiss?
:D

ZeNith or FirstKISS?

Hmms.
I'm sure if i leave FirstKISS,
SOME people will be definitely disappointed.

Hmms.
-ZeNith-Mun- HERE I COME~ :D

knn la

no matter whether i do class assignment anot she also say i nvr do then i might as well don't do la just fuucking fail the sub and retain and get kicked out la !!

The cruel truth.

Yesterday went to bedok to find kiatrong, kenny, jiamin and mindy, because was too sian already. Then after that they played lan all this.. Then some girl called wanqin appeared. She happened to be the QIIN i saw in game, and she said hi to me in audition. Then we became very close. She and kiatrong didn't seem to speak, so i asked her why were they like so cold to each other. She said that they were no longer friends, i tried to make them up but i failed to. I feel so sad i am not able to do anything lehh :( after that kiatrong and kenny was at one side trying to train their fighting again, i asked wanqin how she knew me. She was like because kiatrong did say before he break with me because i bit him that time. What the fuck right? He made up all that stupid dumb fuck excuses just because I BIT HIM?! ROFL! But nevermind it's been over so long, i don't really blame him. :) then after that i was at tampines with richard, shueting and clara already. then kiatrong sms-ed me. It went "i heard from jiamin that you still like me, tell me the truth" then i was like LOLOLOHAHAHAHAH! then i trick him and said, it's true all this, LOL he thought it's true sia! Hahahhahalolololol! ;X then after that i told him the truth that the answer i what he wanted. LOL. so much for tricking him ;D okays laaa i in class now shall blog again when i have time :D

Loves,
SinYi~

Life's actually FUN!

LOL yesterday ton at edmund house with claire, edmund and richard. Before that we went east coast to meet jiamin michiyo they all. Had much fun at the arcade, been long since i played my favourite para :D then around 3 plus we went back tampines, slack slack at 700+ then around 7 went to edmund house to rest. They watch VCD la, i was completely knocked out already ._. sleep like pig LOL :D Then 2plus me,claire and richard gotta go cause edmund was meeting his dad or something. Me and claire went back to my house and helped my sister wrap her angbao box for her wedding de.. around evening we went to meet shueting and slacked.. complaining and stuff lol. then clara mei came to meet us =D ten after that claire left for home then i go clara house and slack. Then here i am now blogging at clara's house and POOF I'M GOING IN AUDI NOW :D

It's 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!

It's a brand new year,

and of course,

A BRAND NEW START! :D

To my mama and papa and jiejie,

I LOVE YOU!

To my friends, esp shueting;clara;jingwen;maine,

those who gave me extra care and concern,

I LOVE YOU!

To those that love me and i never mentioned,

I LOVE YOU!

AND OF COURSE I REMEMBER MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! :D

Here it is;

• Enjoy our 2ndMONTH together! [i think we did]
• QUIT SMOKING! [up to now, i'm still doing fine]
• Cut down on vulgarities :( [ think it's quite less now already ]
• Great celebration for my 1stYEAR together with VINCENT♥ [not applicable anymore]
• Recieve alot of ANGBAO for LUNAR NEW YEAR
• Sister's Wedding to be a SUCCESS and get alot of ANGBAO!
• High pass for my EXAMS :)
• Become a more ENJOYABLE friend to be with.
• Become PRETTIER! [guess it'll take a long time]
• My DEAR to love me MORE MORE MORE! [It's impossible.]
• Give VINCENT a birthday present he LIKES! [We'll see how things goes, most probably not anymore.
  

♥Myself.

thMEMORIES

It's all MEMORIES and PAST now.
I've gotten over you.
Thank you for giving me up.
It's the key to opening my eyes up to the Big Wide World.
I've decided to move on and not be sad anymore.
I don't want others to be hurt because of me,
yesterday my mother cry for no reason,
that's what made me stand up again.
Having friends is more than it seems on the surface.
Family and friends are the ones you should treasure more than anything else.
Thank you for everything.
I'm sure i'm not the only one hurt in this break up.
Having to lose someone you love hurts,
but to love someone,
and having to initiate the break up,
and be strong and persistant,
no matter how much the one you love cries and shed tears,
definitely hurt much more than what i felt.
But i believe that,
this is for the better of both of us ba.
I'VE GOTTEN OVER YOU.
I'VE MOVED ON.
I'VE STARTED ANEW WITH LIFE.
I NO LONGER NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.
Cheers.

It's over..

i know.
no matter the amount of tears i shed is gonna bring u back to my side.
i never regretted loving you.
i never stopped loving you once.
i know.
things are this way now.
no matter how much i cry,
like what i'm doing now while i'm typing this,
is gonna bring u back.
Sometimes i wished,
time could just turn back,
and i could have treasured you as much as you did.
I know i disappointed you.
I know..
But.
What could i do?
I truly love you,
even until now,
that u left me already,
ignoring my sms.
Life sucks without you in it.
I don't know why things turned out to be this way.
But if you'll be happier this way,
then i guess it doesn't hurt as much to end this relationship.
Even though both of us might be hurt,
but if u chose this path,
i respect your decision,
no matter how unwilling i am at heart.
Because
I love you,
i want the best for you.
If being with me was a torment,
then i guess letting you go,
is my way of compensating.
Then i guess,
all the tears i shed for you,
all the hurt i feel in my heart,
that i don't show it out,
is my punishment.
Then i guess,
losing you today,
is what i caused myself to land up in.
Destroyed by my own hands.
Please don't blame yourself.
You were never wrong,
the one at wrong,
is me.
And i know,
you're never returning to my side,
ever again,
no matter how much i really want you back,
because,
i'm not good enough.
And through this,
i'm going to learn,
to change into someone,
better than yesterday,
better than today,
into the future me.
Hoping you will see it.
And realising all this is for you.
No matter how much my mouth is hard,
and say all the words i never meant at heart,
and say all the phrases that made me seem strong,
deep in my heart,
is something else you never knew,
and you will never know,
that is,
i am satisfied to be able to love you,
and gaining your love for this past 2 months,
i never regretted,
i never changed,
i never thought of anything else,
but to love you,
but it's all too late to say now,
you're already gone,
never coming back.
So for the last time,
that i can,
i'm gonna say,
i love you.
But,
the love for you in my heart,
will never change.
Ever since you suggested to break,
i had never blamed you,
deep in my heart,
but maybe on the surface,
it seemed like i'm blaming you,
but i'm just being hard at mouth.
I know all these is cause of my own actions.
I know..

What's wrong..

Hi everyone, it's a new term and i am looking foward to the many new things i'm gonna do together with my lovely clique ! And i promised myself i am going to work harder this term as i didnt do good enough for the last one. Well today it's pretty lame, went to school for 9am~10am lecture then had a break until 1pm. Maine, Jingwen, Wanyee and Roy went my house and helped my mum move the bookcase to the other room :D Thanks girls and erzi for the help, especially erzi, even his pangsai power also come out already! LOL.

(at this moment, shueting came to lie down beside me to see me blog ;x im at her house)

LOL.
ok blablabla nothing really much to say, other than just feeling weird nowadays and not knowing what's wrong laaa. =(
i guess i'll just concentrate on having fun with my friends and classmates then LOL :D

Yesterday's OUTING!

PHOTOS!

tempura ice cream

Guess handbag VS Renoma wallet

Acting Cute!

EEE! Food all over mouth >< Twist xD

Chopsticks in NOSE!

Wow yummy what a spread!

Yummy Chawanmushi :D

Bai pose with food :D

Hahas sorry for not blogging last night when i reached vinn's house his mum mopping the floor couldnt use the compp :(

Yesterday when me and vinn woke up we found out we were already late to meet my classmates for badminton session LOL~! then i hurried to go wash up and we were on our way back to school to meet them. When we reached, my classmates kept shouting "Happy 2nd month! Happy 2nd month!". HAHAS thanks girls, and boys? ._. Lols. Then i didn't dare to play badminton with them in groups like 2v2 or 3v3 because of what happened in my secondary school days. At then, we were playing double and the other girl wanted to smack the shuttlecock and end up the racket smacked my face instead. My glasses broke and the glass pieces cut my face, near my eyes >.<

Around 3:45pm me and vinn went to my house to wash up. I bathed first then i came out of the bathroom to dry myself and vinn was standing at the bedroom door. I tio scared i suddenly went "AHH~!" then hopped back into the bathroom LOL! After washing up, we went to take cab to century square for our 2nd month dinner at SAKAE SUSHI!! omg my favourite :D the stupid waiter assigned us to a seat that the compp wasnt working ._. then i asked the waitress to let me change seat to a compp that was functioning. We both had high tea buffet and vinn suggested having a gamble. The one that ate lesser would owe each other something. If i lose, i had to buy him the Renoma wallet he wanted, that cost $93. If he lose, he had to buy me a Guess handbag, that cost around $100~$200. Japanese cuisine i sure win one lehhs. LOLS. At first he keep chiong food then halfway through the dinner he suddenly tell me he want to cancel the bet. I guess he knew he's gonna lose LOL! When our record reached to 12 plates, he wanted to go to the toilet. Think he couldnt tahan already, needed to poo before continuing. Then he came back and i told him i ordered Tempura ice cream his face went like *JAW DROP* LOL! Yeah i know it's not included in the buffet but i really like it alot ._. Then we had our fill already, with vinn looking like he want to vomit, we settled the bill and left the place.

Shueting was waiting for me at Century Square's entrance, cause i promised her i will pei her go Douby Ghaut to collect her couple ring. Then we had a smoke and went to take MRT. After collecting the rings we went to walk walk and i kinda have an idea what accesories i want to get for my sister's wedding dinner. :) then we walk walk and saw the skirt we wanted to buy. Shueting called it the "wayang skirt" dunno how to spell it! It's like layers and one color with different tone from light to dark. Was planning to get it for my sister's wedding, the afternoon wear, since i tried it on and shueting said i looked ok in it. Later we're going to look at it again :/ at tampines mall. Hopefully i will get something i like! :D

Hao la time for me to go bathe to prepare to go out already!

Wouldn't be blogging too actively because my lappie's at acer for repairs.
But i'll blog whenever i can! :)

LATE IN THE NIGHT!

ROAR! I just finished reading VINN's blog since he knew me and got together with me. WOW almost every post has my name or refered to me laaas. So gan dong ! But hope that we will really last very very long lor. NOT HOPE, IS CONFIRM LAAAS HAHAS! Silly VINN is sleeping like a pig, like the one in his blog and the one i drew for him on his wallpaper USING PAINT! :D tomorrow we're going to play badminton together with the my girlfriends back in TP and i'm sure we're gonna enjoy it! I know that charmaine and roy had some kinda disagreement and both of them are angry at each other now. Well jolly holly i hope that you two can settle it asap alright because i'm afterall an outsider can't interfere much BUT no matter what we're all friends! Don't be angry for too long! Just like JOEL and WANYEE got some kinda conflict few days ago but now they're on good terms again! :D So happy~ Wonder what's up for me and vinn for tomorrow's 2nd month celebration? :S Tomorrow i'm sure to take LOTS of pictures to show all my blog viewers :D Anyway just now had that small conflict with vinn, settled already! Just a small little sorry settles everything :D We've never gotten into very serious quarrels before and i don't really wish to see that day's coming :X

AWW, MY CUTE LITTLE BABY'S ALL ASLEEP! :D Sometimes i look at him i feel that he's so cute. Then when he's asleep i will go kiss his lips or cheeks even though i know he doesn't know it LOL :D Am i kinda crazy? @@ LOLS! But anyway still love you laaas! Sleep tight alright? Although i know it sucks to sleep alone without me being beside you! HAHAS!

WELL, Just now went to JURONG to go ACER service center to repair my lappie. It's been abnormal for a year plus and finally i brought it for repair. My alarm ringed at 11am and i woke up to switch it off and continue sleeping~! I FORGOT that i was suppose to meet roy er zi 1pm at jurong east mrt. Then VINN called and i was like "hello..? what..?" then he was like "i'm going jurong to repair comp with my bro u know u want follow us anot?" then i totally got stunned and woke up in like ZOOOOM! went to brush my teeth bathe and stuff then rushed out already :/ not wasting my efforts, i finally was able to catch up with them, but we only came together when we were at tanjong pagar i think. They boarded the train from the 5th door and me 4th! SO QIAO RIGHT?! telepathy with my dear laaas lols. then at jurong my er zi made me wait 10mins for him then he appear, but i don't blame him cause i'm patient. Then we went to take 143 to Internation Business Park. The bus take so long can, or maybe it was especially long because i was too hungry. When we reached the ACER building, i saw someone so FAMILIAR standing outside cans? Then i checked my hp i got a missed call from sihan baka. Yeah when i was on the way to jurong he did ask me details on my trip today and stuff but i didnt expect he'll appear there! THen POOF hp went out of batt and i RAN back to the entrance to find that guy. It turned out to be really baka. HE REALLY BAKA CAN! STAND THERE WAIT ME ALSO DON'T WANT CALL ME D: But then alright, after leaving my lappie and bf's bro's lappie with ACER we went to IMM. Boyfriend's slipper spoilt so we gotta buy a new pair and the most ridiculous thing is he was barefooted all the way from ACER to IMM laaas. ROFLMAOS LAA SILLY! He bought a pair of etnies that costs only $15 WTF RIGHT?! and it's the same design as my bro-in-law LOLS! Then we went to cafe cartel and ate our Lunch+Dinner o.o cause it was around 4~5pm already. Yummy i had beef + egg burger and shared a waffle with ice cream with erzi :D After that we went home le lor. Went to queue up for the shuttle service to Clementi and took to bus and travelled home~ Nothing special particularly happened.. Then HERE I AM AT MY BOY'S HOUSE! :D But not to worry we didn't do anything! Okays laaas I'm quite tired too guess i'll go to bed and pei my cute little boy! :D

Good nights all~! :D
Love VINCENT !!
HAPPY 2ND MONTH!