thHEARTBROKEN~

now i know your answer ,
is not to give you time to think what to choose ,
is to give you time to break with me ,
so you can patch with her .

but she's not willing to patch with you ,
so you say you want me back .

how am i to trust you ever again ,
after 1 year ago ,
you hurt me so fucking deep ,
and one year later ,
the same fucking things happened .

teach me how to trust you again ,
convince me you'll really not let me go ,
teach me how to love ,
will you ?

my heart has shattered into a million pieces ,
even if those million pieces are collected together ,
glueing them together ,
there are still visible glue lines ,
that represents the scars in my heart .

how should i tell you to let you understand ?

or perhaps you don't have to understand at all .

- Sinyi